For a few months before I was confronted with the reality that God does exist, I had an unquenchable need to hear this song:
I've played this song at least over a thousand times. I've never done such a thing with any other song in my entire life.
Music has always had a big place in my heart but irronically, my love affair with any song was laughably short.
Previously to this experience, I've always grown bored extremely fast of every song I've ever heard. The first few times I would listen to a song it almost feels magical, but after that it's just...meh. It's weird and hard to explain but it just doesn't sound the same..
Yet, this song always sounded the same as that first time, it was impossible to grow sick of it. I wanted to hear it every chance I got and it wasn't even the type of music that would have gotten a second listen from me before my change.
It sounds silly when I actually put it into words but whenever I heard it, I became acutely aware of an important dimension of my being that I didn't know was even there to begin with.
Only after I became a true believer did that imperative need to hear it lessened. So I sometimes jokingly attribute this song with making me a Christian.