Chibi Maruko Schweetz
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I am so sad to read your story.Guys.
Sorry for ruining the discussion, but I want to share something.
So, I've been not looking at this thread for a many days since I have so many practicum reports that I have to finish. Also the schedules at my uni made me really crazy and I've been crying for several days because of that . And as a muslim, for me it was really destroying my pray schedules. Like I have to pray 5 times in one day but sometimes I only pray like 3 or 4 times in one day (I rarely pray at night, seriously). Because of that, I have to suffer from my 'futur' phase. Among the muslims we called ourselves 'being futur' when we detached from God.
And in my futur phase, I heard some K-pop songs (omg). At that time I didn't really feel emptiness like when I heard BTS songs in my high school period. But, then I feel like God had made my day harder. Maybe He wants to give me a warn.
Until one day when I heard 'Fancy' by TwICe, I didn't know why that song suddenly played in my dream last night. Then I remembered that when u heard such as some satanic songs in ur dream, maybe it has a subliminal message or spell cast or something. Then I suddenly remembered that TwICe Girls were always throwing devil sign when they sang it. I felt really goosebumps.
Then my days are going harder and harder. I have faced the big problem --God has taken my practicum reports by making them lose-- and it's time for comeback to God.
Thank u for letting me to share a story here!^^
KPop changes us so much.
Thank God we've been outside of KPop. And who has stopped listening to KPop, God definitely forbids for keeping them save. No subliminal message or devil message. I thank to God so much because God doesn't allow me to listen KPop again. Never allow me maybe.
And you said you're Muslim? I am pleased I have friend who feels what I feel as Muslim.
Maybe God misses you so much sis. Sometimes God will do that for his creatures. So we have to go back to the right path and God path. Always bring everything up to God. He will give you easy way for everything. Don't forget to pray(salat) too. And don't think negative. Think positive. And if you have spare time, you can read the Alkitab(Al-Qur'an). It makes you so much better. Trust me. I have some problem in my head and after praying to God. I feel I feel calmer and calmer.
Please. God needs you so much