Hello! I have been watching this thread for months now and this is my first time to post here. (I've been wanting to post here but I'm really a shy person! tbh I'm really nervous while typing ^^) I was also a fan of them since 2015 because I really think that their music is unique and really meaningful (esp the HYYH album, it's my fave!) but I kinda got tired of listening to their music when they released their LY album series. I dunno, I think they conformed to mainstream and they just lost their individuality. But I still listened to some of their songs, until I found this thread accidentally. I already knew about the occult stuff in the music biz but I just waved it off, thinking that it's not real and it's just ridiculous to believe in that, (I'm a Christian but you could say that there are still traces of my disobedience towards God's Word) and then I found this thread. I did not know that people will do anything for money. It's just sad. Since then, I decided to unfollow their sns accounts and stopped listening to their music. I decided to just focus on my own spiritual growth, until recently I saw a thread on twitter about how
tea is not treated well by b1gh1+ and I felt pity towards him, and from then on, I started to think about him and started downloading his pics! It's really crazy, because I felt like I'm in a spell and I'm enchanted by him. TT____TT I kept coming back to this thread and re-reading old posts so that I can escape this fascination towards him. And then last night, I dreamed about him having a gf not just him but also j-m1n and j@yh0p3. It's really weird. And then I read somewhere in this thread about the dating scandal that would happen, I'm not sure and also I've watched a tarot card reading about him and it says that he might be in a relationship and that he wants to be with that person. And in my dreams, the name of the girl was also mentioned but I think it's just demons trying to play with my mind. That's why I decided to post here and share my experience. And one thing, I couldn't even listen to his solo songs because I felt like I couldn't breathe like that song is trying to bind my soul. I just have mixed feelings every time I would listen to it, not just that song but also when they perform on stage it's like they're taking your energy and you end up exhausted. There's really more that I want to share but I think that my post is really long so I'll end it here for now. Thank you for your efforts, I hope you continue with the analysis because it helps people to move on and to break free from their addiction towards this group.
P.S. 5u6@r is really my bias in that group, I don't really pay much attention to tea back then not until recently.
P.P.S. This is the link of the twitter thread that I mentioned (
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P.P.S.S I'm also praying for their salvation because I believe that my prayers are not in vain and God is the only One big enough to change a person. He is always in control. So to those who are also praying for them, pray unceasingly. Prayer is powerful.
