I was an Atheist most of my life until a spark of awakening occurred due to questioning the Reptillians Shapeshifter(first spark of awakening), Music Industries, 911, Aliens, pretty much most of the mainstream "conspiracies". These were one of the best and worst time in my life. All I do is party it up every day/week including drug abuses. I also love to gamble at casino and betting on football/basketball/futball/anything with ball. My life was pretty much hanging on the cliff most of the time. I was that "YOLO" kid that will try everything once or more, so I dabbled with the New Age Occult (became pretty good). I can Astral Project(75% success rate), create Sigils, Meditation, perform Law of Attractions that allowed me to win at casino, pretty much trying to advance my occult knowledge everyday. Around this time I was attracted and became a Buddhist as well, but it was wayyy too hardcore for me. They were too strict, too peaceful and way too boring for me. Imagine you sitting at a table with 50 other people eating lunch together, and no one get to say a word. Can't even talk about what I did last weekend during lunch lol.
Eventually I left Buddhism and my life pretty much heading toward Satanism. I would really enjoy the crap out of it if I actually made it there. One of my friend invited me to his Satanict cult but I never get a chance to accept this offer. I wanted all the bags of tricks available out there so I can pursue my path to being rich and enlightenment. Even though I did not get to become a Satanist, the devil has became too real for me. To keep this short, I was almost psosessed by demons and at that moment I cried out in Jesus name (I was a non-believer). I was so desperate because knowing the process of demonic possession is real frightening. The demon enter you through the Kundalini energetic lines. I felt all of it, there was this force entered behind my head and ran throughout the kundalini lines which I activated when I Astral Project. Before it can can closed up on me, Jesus save me at the LAST second, I desperately cried out to Jesus. I became a Christians after this. Life as a Christian was great, however that doesn't mean the devil stop coming for me. The dark side quickly work on me and made me doubt Jesus. Therefore I threw away all my bibles and denounced Jesus. Then I join even more cults including one similiar to Jehova Witness. The New Age belief started to creep back upon me, I started to look into mirror scrying,oujia board, astral projection/meditation again. I should be in Peru around NOW to do my Ayahuasca Ceremonies, the flight was about to be booked. During this time I had so much noises/laughter in my head, and while I was driving the Holy Spirit came upon me. My eyes was opened once again, I broke down crying realizing God still love me. Jesus is Love, Holy Spirit is my Strength, God is my Father. Hallelujah! sometime you just need a good whooping before God reveal His love to you. Getting ready for Church now, my new soul fulfillment is to praise and love Jesus. Yes, I talk to God my Father if anyone like to laugh, they can. Amen!
