justamyday
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- Oct 6, 2021
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Hello, I'm new here. I really appreciate this place! It is opening my eyes to a few things.. Don't know If anyone's gonna read this but just wanted to share a bit of my experience with kpop.
I got into kpop in 2016. I became obsessed with it. Listening to kpop, watching dance practice non stop, funny videos and variety shows ALL THE TIME. Wasting my precious time on twitter to see every updates about my favorite groups, reading ridiculous fanfics on tumblr, giving up on sleep cause of streaming, fantasizing/daydreaming about being with my biases.... Now I ask myself why those things were so important? Why did I waste years like this?
I know, however, that the biggest reason i lived like that was because I was not okay emotionally, and kpop became my escape. It gave me joy and some satisfaction. But I also see now that the whole industry is made to keep you obsessed and trapped, also the whole occult thing going on, which back then I was completely unaware of. Only recently I got to know about the illuminati and the way it controls the entertainment industry to control us...
After all these years, I finally started getting tired physically and mentally of this lifestyle of mine. And also tired of the stan culture which is toxic and just too much. So started getting away from it slowly few months ago, specially because i realized that kpop had become an idol in my life, and for a christian, which I am, was not okay. Then I found a few things on youtube about illuminati on kpop. After a while I got to know about this site and the bt5 thread and later this one.
Right now, I'm still going through the phase of letting go of kpop. The emotional bond I have developed with my favs was too strong
also, music has huge impact on me, since I was really young. When the sound is good I just can't stop listening to it!... it's a hard battle, but I'm thankful that these threads exist, though I don't believe everything is said here and on the other thread as well, but it is keeping me alert and it is opening my eyes. Thank you so so much!
I got into kpop in 2016. I became obsessed with it. Listening to kpop, watching dance practice non stop, funny videos and variety shows ALL THE TIME. Wasting my precious time on twitter to see every updates about my favorite groups, reading ridiculous fanfics on tumblr, giving up on sleep cause of streaming, fantasizing/daydreaming about being with my biases.... Now I ask myself why those things were so important? Why did I waste years like this?
I know, however, that the biggest reason i lived like that was because I was not okay emotionally, and kpop became my escape. It gave me joy and some satisfaction. But I also see now that the whole industry is made to keep you obsessed and trapped, also the whole occult thing going on, which back then I was completely unaware of. Only recently I got to know about the illuminati and the way it controls the entertainment industry to control us...
After all these years, I finally started getting tired physically and mentally of this lifestyle of mine. And also tired of the stan culture which is toxic and just too much. So started getting away from it slowly few months ago, specially because i realized that kpop had become an idol in my life, and for a christian, which I am, was not okay. Then I found a few things on youtube about illuminati on kpop. After a while I got to know about this site and the bt5 thread and later this one.
Right now, I'm still going through the phase of letting go of kpop. The emotional bond I have developed with my favs was too strong