I understand please don't feel bad about this...I felt so bad also but I found comfort when the news came out the moon turned aqua...I believe its good signs indicate he is in good place
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I know some might have some religion which they might disagree...but thats just my opinion
also he visited me a lots of time in my dreams...and its always a happy dreams which I strongly believe he is more happier in his current place then when he was in this earth
I my self went into serious health crises in the last june, it was so hard and I was diagnosed with stomach ulcer...I still suffer till this day but thanks God at least its not as bad as it was in june
please don't feel bad about jjong...he already in good place now
I no longer feels bad about him because of this news and my dreams...I felt happy for him
I hope this makes you feel better