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bluevelvet23

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Hello all... Well, it's my first time posting here although I've been keeping up with this thread for a while. I'm really grateful I found it because I've been on a massive spiral for the last four months or so.

I figure there's no harm in admitting what happened here. I lost a friend to an illness. And one of my other friends sent me a B*T*S interview which she said would cheer me up. B*T*S with puppies or something.

I, like many, fell under B*T*S' spell (I can't think of a better word for my experience). I'm ashamed to admit that I got insomnia from the sheer... craziness of it? Music videos, interviews, B*ngtan Bombs, Run episodes. I'd stay up till 4:00am on most days, blindly consuming the content. It turned me into a zombie without me even realising it.

But as time went on, I became more anxious. I couldn't put my finger on it and I kept having really strange dreams featuring scenes from their music videos. I was really ashamed about what was happening because I couldn't make sense of it and that was the scariest part. I couldn't talk to anyone about it because I'd be considered crazy or worse. Who could admit that a music group was causing them so much anxiety?

Everything changed when I found this thread. It made so much sense and helped me see things completely differently. So, if I contribute nothing else here, I just want to say thank you to all of you because you literally saved me.

Also, I'm now back to full nights of sleep and relatively dreamless sleep:)
 
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Hope it's true. May be that's why Exo is having hard time with their company. They don't want to take their pills and follow orders like other groups!
I hope also this is the case...what bother me, is neither any of the claimed celebrity that don't drink, they cannot promote that to Korea, who have big issues with this thing, even the one who don't, have to do MVs about drugs and alcohol, how strange is that
 

mimis

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Hello all... Well, it's my first time posting here although I've been keeping up with this thread for a while. I'm really grateful I found it because I've been on a massive spiral for the last four months or so.

I figure there's no harm in admitting what happened here. I lost a friend to an illness. And one of my other friends sent me a B*T*S interview which she said would cheer me up. B*T*S with puppies or something.

I, like many, fell under B*T*S' spell (I can't think of a better word for my experience). I'm ashamed to admit that I got insomnia from the sheer... craziness of it? Music videos, interviews, B*ngtan Bombs, Run episodes. I'd stay up till 4:00am on most days, blindly consuming the content. It turned me into a zombie without me even realising it.

But as time went on, I became more anxious. I couldn't put my finger on it and I kept having really strange dreams featuring scenes from their music videos. I was really ashamed about what was happening because I couldn't make sense of it and that was the scariest part. I couldn't talk to anyone about it because I'd be considered crazy or worse. Who could admit that a music group was causing them so much anxiety?

Everything changed when I found this thread. It made so much sense and helped me see things completely differently. So, if I contribute nothing else here, I just want to say thank you to all of you because you literally saved me.

Also, I'm now back to full nights of sleep and relatively dreamless sleep:)
Welcome here! <3 Glad to see more people awakening already! Most of us hade similar experiences. We were all once under their spell but managed to get out and realise the truth! :)
P.S. Also, Hi to the people reading this thread but not getting involved in the discussion! We love you all <3
 

bluevelvet23

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Welcome here! <3 Glad to see more people awakening already! Most of us hade similar experiences. We were all once under their spell but managed to get out and realise the truth! :)
P.S. Also, Hi to the people reading this thread but not getting involved in the discussion! We love you all <3
Thanks! Definitely great to not be alone <3
 

mimis

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I hope also this is the case...what bother me, is neither any of the claimed celebrity that don't drink, they cannot promote that to Korea, who have big issues with this thing, even the one who don't, have to do MVs about drugs and alcohol, how strange is that
Yeah, well if they refuse they get reminded of their contract..they can't escape ..the deal is sealed!
 

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yeah i saw this video when it came out and it fucked me up for weeks. i also saw the documentary abt it on netflix. it's so upsetting. and then just recently i heard from a man born into satanic shit say that his dad kidnapped lots of kids, even cases that are famous. And he says he thinks one of this boy's parents sold him into a cult. and i personally think it IS him, that grew up and changed the name.
This is so horrible. If that's true it means the parents are faking their greef in order to get money out of it! :mad:@@@
 
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Hello all... Well, it's my first time posting here although I've been keeping up with this thread for a while. I'm really grateful I found it because I've been on a massive spiral for the last four months or so.

I figure there's no harm in admitting what happened here. I lost a friend to an illness. And one of my other friends sent me a B*T*S interview which she said would cheer me up. B*T*S with puppies or something.

I, like many, fell under B*T*S' spell (I can't think of a better word for my experience). I'm ashamed to admit that I got insomnia from the sheer... craziness of it? Music videos, interviews, B*ngtan Bombs, Run episodes. I'd stay up till 4:00am on most days, blindly consuming the content. It turned me into a zombie without me even realising it.

But as time went on, I became more anxious. I couldn't put my finger on it and I kept having really strange dreams featuring scenes from their music videos. I was really ashamed about what was happening because I couldn't make sense of it and that was the scariest part. I couldn't talk to anyone about it because I'd be considered crazy or worse. Who could admit that a music group was causing them so much anxiety?

Everything changed when I found this thread. It made so much sense and helped me see things completely differently. So, if I contribute nothing else here, I just want to say thank you to all of you because you literally saved me.

Also, I'm now back to full nights of sleep and relatively dreamless sleep:)
welcome here, I understand that, I have before bigger problem with Kpop than now thankfully, but I still do have issues, its hard to tell people around you, who never even heard of Kpop about it, I don't know any one around me who knows Kpop except me, and it has caused me many anxiety and troubles, and it hard to make sense of this, because like these are just music band not more than that
 

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You guys ;_;
I was just watching some chilhood vids (my grandma brought some more she had hehe )
And it happened again idk what to do....
I was going upstairs and i started to have bst jamal part in my head (i haven't listened to any of their songs since i joined the thread )
Then i was like : SHUT UP (to my brain and it worked wierdly lol )
But then as i went downstairs again i saw a tiny night butterfly and it's not until the middle of the stairs i got the song (butterfly u guessed it ) stuck in my head and again only jamals part
I tried the same trick as for the 1st one but it doesn't work ;_;
What shall i do do you guys have any ideas ?
(Sorry if i sound crazy lmao )

Also hi and welcome in to any new members of the thread ~
 

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purin

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Yes Vee seemed really off in that episode
Yeah I've mentioned why he was acting weird in that room: https://vigilantcitizenforums.com/threads/bts-discussion-thread.3453/post-133824 "The environment of the slave is designed for what is called “story immersion.” A Monarch slave who has been given the basic Alice In Wonderland and Wizard of Oz programming will see objects connected to these story lines in almost every store. Restaurants in Dallas and San Antonio (The Time Machine Restaurants) which are used to reinforce programming, have mirrors on their walls, doors and ceilings and their waitresses dressed like programming script characters–such as Dorothy of the Wizard of Oz"
 

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