While its nice to see others testimonies that posted them on Youtube and the internet, I would atm much rather know about everyone on here, what is your personal testimony? We see the line by some that those on Youtube are fake ect, well I believe the most active posters on here are real, many defend their faith and attest to their beliefs all day long. So what happened in your life that has lead you personally to the Faith you preach and defend?
I wrote out my testimony, it is long, but it is real as well, you can read it here:
https://vigilantcitizenforums.com/threads/my-testimony.403/
So why do you believe what you believe? How did you come to your Faith? Tell me all about your testimony and how God lead you to believe and accept it!!!
I don't think I would ever want to tell my whole testimony in as much detail as you have Daciple.
But here is a summary in point form:
* brought up in outwardly religious Catholic family
* was always interested in religious lessons at school, so still remember most of Catholic doctrine
* became curious about bible after I saw my mother improve after attending bible studies with Anglican acquaintances
* noticed how much of the bible wasn't taught in Catholic religion lessons, planted seeds of doubt
* aged 12 diagnosed with epilepsy, weird mystical experiences started same time (made me open to Quakerism, mysticism, extreme Charismatic teachings, demon possession teachings)
* mother's new acquaintances were Charismatic Christians, through them I read lots of different books, some weirdo ones(see above), but several Gospel tracts did make me decide to "'make a decision for Christ"
* went to a Baptist church at beginning of University, there met a young man who I became seriously involved with -> serious sin, immorality and emotional abuse, as a result I walked away from Christ
* met my husband (atheist), 6 weeks before our marriage after I saw a Christian interviewed on TV I suddenly repented
* went to local Uniting Church, was adopted by Christian family literally up the end of my street
CRISIS of FAITH:
* post- my first boy my seizures got progressively worse, medications no longer working effectively - decided to have brain surgery
* post surgery no sense of God's presence ever
* I investigated WHY it had changed so much - brain surgery removed the source of the feelings
* I doubted any faith had been real - concluded for me it had been all seizure related
* didn't attend any church after we moved town, from 2002-2006 I gave myself permission to read or watch whatever I felt like, my religious conscience had been seared
* after change of medications my mood plummeted further, made me hungry for seeking meaning in my life again
* tried psychology and self-help books - very short term results
RETURN to CHRIST
* Approx Nov. 2006 saw street preacher outside shopping centre, only heard a few sentences but he jogged my memory
* decided to investigate online again
* Christian apologetics websites convinced me
intellectually
* decided to read bible books again, first one was Book of Hosea (realised I was as bad as Hosea's wife spiritually speaking)
* then decided to read Book of Proverbs, my spiritual eyes were opened and I truly repented of my sins and believed in Jesus Christ
* went to a local church where a woman introduced herself and I ended up joining a woman's bible study group who all had difficult marriages/ unbelieving husbands
* moved again, unable to attend church- in process I ended up listening to so many sermons that I realised so much that I had not been taught in Charismatic churches - the whole GOSPEL.
* Before surgery I thought I was a spiritual Christian, but had poor understanding of the bible. I was a very shallow believer.
During my deepest depression (2008- 2010) I learnt about WHY Jesus had died for us, what it all actually MEANT for us personally.
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CONCLUSION
* I had been extremely deceived by worldly wisdom. Later when I read that neuro-psychology book again out of curiousity I realised that the researcher took verses of the bible completely out-of-context on purpose to pretend that brain diseases are the major cause of religious experiences.
* If you read many non-Christians' responses online, no matter which faith or non-Faith position they come from, they use similar strategies with the bible to defend their anti-Christianity position.
Hope above points explain why I am so focused on getting the foundations of faith established, strong and firm against the attacks of Satan so other Christians who read what I type do not go through what I did.