i've lurked this thread for a while but each time i come back to try to absorb everything here it leaves me massively dented in the brain and scarred in the soul. it's really a lot to take in but it's not hard to believe something that's so fucking obvious and i feel like people will do anything both subconsciously and consciously to veer themselves far from the sad filthy reality of it. because the symbols and all of it is right there literally mocking you in your face if you choose to ignore it. as someone who disassociates often due to suffering by myself from keeping all the pain locked up inside of me nothing sends me down into the biggest depressive spiral than the dark real facts laid here in the open about the weird truth of what's really going on behind the scenes. it's made me unable to cope alone because it's too much to bear so i'm crawling into this thread. when idols do the ok sign over their eye does it mean they know what they're doing and they've already long sold their soul or they're being told to pose that way without knowing nothing about it? i know at that point they're helpless programmed victims subjected to mk ultra because they're in the shitty evil industry. i doubt they knew they'd be abused because i have a hard time understanding why anybody would put themselves in such a sick environment like that. let's say it's for fame and fortune, it's still not so simple i don't get why they'd want it if they have to sell their body to hideous pedophiles sitting on cushion seats eating cheezits while they only target "smaller" sickos for turning people's attention toward the elite's scapegoat in the media and complying to anything else included in the deal even when you know you'll probably want to die after what you've done. and sacrificing your loved ones? sacrificing your mom? what? why would you do that do you have no love in you is the only thing that sheerly exists inside of you pitch black emptiness???????? how cold and hard as rock your heart must be to be able to sacrifice the ones you're close to. it really makes me distraught because of how disgusting and twisted it is. i'm scared and sick of how science praised supported newer technology is enthusiastically keeping up wildly being invented out of the devil's ass and constantly upgraded to the shiniest most traumatizing effective mind control tool with the indiscreet plans of the butter faced elite psycho pedos in this vile world.
This is exactly what I felt when I got in this theories myself. But you need to realax. You can't do anything about it, this is how this world created. This world. You'll be in another someday, but right now you should care about yourself and people who close to you and live right. I know there's a lot of Christian's here but I'm not one of them. I truly believe we are already in hell or in one of them C's this explains everything to me perfectly.
Why we are in such a place: people struggle, raped and God does nothing? Probably C's it's some sort of a hell. This might be the reason why the Satan called the god of this Earth. This might explain the reason one born poor and struggle somewhere in Iran and the other one is rich in the first world country. This explains why celebs pray for Satan and sell the soul. Who would sell the soul to be fried a tortured for the whole eternity?? But if hell is an Earth and signing the contract you'll be here after death it is sounds not that scary, right? This is why they have all seeing eye and have such control. C's it's their job to have this Ballance of evil in the world, people (or sinners) to struggle. This is our punishment and people get it depends on what they did in other better world. I don't think the God so cruel he would physically torture you for the eternity, this is sick, but I see the creator punish us to put in a place like this. Not that bad but not easy either. This explains why wars and all the mess created and why there's so many greedy evil people - it's needed and the souls are different. Some almost cured, some in the beginning of their way. This explains why suicide is a crime in religions - it's a try to run away from the matrix, but you' ll back here if you'll do it again. This might be totally bullshit but this theory explains everything to me while any religion view gives me 0 answers and cruel in the core. I prefer to think we get our way how we deserved it somewhere there. And you need to do what you think right and try to be a better person so when you'll die you might be come back to a great place. If we really in hell you can't fix anything, 'they' have allowance to do their sh*t from higher, it's evil planet, they rule it. If you'll check the folklore, which is really old, a lot of old Scandinavian and Russian fairytales talk how we live in one of the world's hinting it is not the best one. So who knows, I prefer belive in this. Just relax, live your life, look at evil with open eyes and never be part of it. I feel sad an pain for those who constantly tortured but I or you can't fix this system. You need to accept this and just help others when you can. You won't help yourself always thinking about everything evil going on.
