I realized something. I think Black Swan might be connected to Nirvana. This might be a bit of a stretch, but hear me out.
A song about the death of an artist. His love, enthusiasm, or even ability to create.
The lyrics: "
The heart no longer races when hearing music play.
Seems like time has stopped. Oh that would be my first death.
If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate.
No song affects me anymore."
Guess what Kurt Cobain wrote in his suicide note:
"...
I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury,
who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by
faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. ..."
Why does it seem like BH is taking every chance to connect Yoongi with Kurt Cobain?
Not only the white lighter, but also one of Kurt Cobain's notes is framed in Yoongi's appartment in the Highlight reels:
(im not sure why exactly this particular note though, so if anyone has any theories, please add)
Whose songs are graffiti in Bts MV's... like In Bloom from the Nevermind album...
and what seems to be a reference to Smells like Teen Spirit...
which is also a song that Yoongi has recommended to ARMY:
Another thing Kurt Cobain writes in his suicide note:
"There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative,
Pisces, Jesus man.
Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!"
Why would you include your zodiac sign in a suicide note? He identified as a Pisces, and it meant something to him, enough for him to include. Which is a whole other mystery, but guess who else is a Pisces. Yes, Yoongi!
Doesn't the "why dont you just enjoy it" remind you a bit of Yoongi's solo song Shadow?
"All the things you wanted, you’ve got it all
So what’s the problem? Just enjoy it
Or just let it go – no? "
What is BH's obsession with Nirvana and Kurt Cobain? Or is it Yoongi's? Maybe he identifies with him in a way? It's just all very weird.