exactly. I saw an article from koreaboo i think and it talked about how be0mgyu from t ex t said that he doesn't really know who he is anymore, like he lost his identity or something. Its sadThey write it so clearly in their lyrics how depressed they are. No matter how happy you try to look on the screen but when you sit down to write a lyrics, only the true emotions can pour out. I've experienced this when in write songs. I don't understand how can people just simply enjoy their songs and doesn't take an effort to even think about what made them write this depressing lines. They just listen to their songs enjoy it and see it as their entertainment. Like they're enjoying a circus where the animals are being tortured to perform on the stage. But in BTS's case its even worse than being tortured when they had to accept satanism and do all that shitty rituals . I remember when I tried to open some army's eyes they attacked back on me telling me that they are happy, they own half of the bighit company, there's no such thing like illuminati and Bang si Huke treat them like their son's. They call themselves army The shield of BTS right? Oh please