deniiiiXD
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The feeling something is in the room while trying to fall asleep I also get when I see a horror movie or I get shocked by things related to the negative side. My house is each year blessed by our town's priest so it;s not like there could actually be some kind of spirits in my house. But from what I know if u contemplate or see too much negative, you attract it and same goes with the positive.Yesterday I went to the libary and remembered a book that I lend and took home a few years ago. It was a small dictionary about o c cult1sm. I think I was influenced from games and shows that presented these things in a good and mysterious light. Back then I was really into astr0l0gy and new age stuff...
Luckily when the book was in my home it was just laying on my shelf and I never read it. (Just out of laziness is what I told myself.) I didn't notice anything weird then.
But yesterday I decided to read it for information and to know more about the enemy. I didn't pray and read only the things that catched my eye.
(I feel arrogant saying this but it felt like I was supposed to educate myself about this for a greater good. Maybe that's why we're here)
I did not take it home this time but lend other books. When I tried to fall asleep yesterday / today at 3am (what a good time) my room had a bad vibe and and my window and room was darker than normally. I started to think that it was because of the book I read and that something is now in my home etc. scary images from everywhere popped up in my head. I started to pray to God to protect me from these thoughts and only have positive thoughts so that I can sleep in peace. It worked after not too long and I fell asleep. It was a peaceful and comfortable sleep.
(Warning: Injury and dead animals)
(End of warning)But I had a very weird dream: I was in a room with multiple girls (I can't remember many details and who they were and the dreams are always in a tunnel vision) and one of them gave me a cat. Or something like that. It looked at me with the most innocent and sad eyes. It had the head of a cat, many legs like a spider and the legs were like those of a bird or a chicken. I think the legs were a lighter shade of blue an one of them was ripped off but no blood just a completely white cut off bone in the middle like in a cartoon. I tried to lay the creature down so it stands on it's feet, but was pressing too hard and one of the legs broke in the side. The girls told me to be careful. The leg was still on the creature but losely hanging (sorry for that image). I think I heard a doctor or someone say we should just twist the leg off. That's all I remember. After that the dream ended.
IDK if there is a mythological creature with this description. I couldn't find anything.
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I went out again today and on a flat roof above a front door I saw something sticking out. I first thought it was a snowman plushie but then realised it was the legs of a dead bird... They were dark blue-grey-purple-ish... Coincidence? Maybe.
One thing I noticed after starting this truth journey is that I always see moths and flies in my surroundings. It's weird when a really big moth suddenly flies on my window out of nowhere or flies out of a freshly washed sock (yup this happened). I always see baby moths in my bathroom and then they grow up and the cycle repeats. I heard somewhere on the internet that if you attract flies or see many in your everyday life, danger is going to come for you but idk hope that's not true(while writing this a fly is flying near me)
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One last thing... Does anyone have the feeling that you can't quite differentiate if you're really sleeping or if you are in a almost asleep state where you can kind of imagine a dream or conciously continue or rewind a dream or your visual imagnation (is that a thing?).
I know that the cat was a real dream was but the last sentence could be from that half asleep state.
(Also my body very rarely it feels like falling into a different direction when I lay down and close my eyes. It happens for a second and then it's back to normal. Could be the start of an oobe or I was just tired.)
Okay now really one last thing: I really appreciate how openminded you are and that I can always talk and share my thoughts and experiences openly. I'm always worried that I might be annoying but I think it's just my anxious mind (and that I might be the youngest here and nervous haha). You can always tell me what you think, even if it's negative or critique! ' v '
Anyway, the devil is not allowed to do more than scary us but even soo it;s very disturbing to feel a kind of "presence". It generally goes away after praying and especially if I am not sleeping alone.
I believe the best thing to do is to stay away from the negative as much as you can. Sometimes I just prefer to be aware of a thing without getting too much details ab it if it's not necessary; and also each time I see a disturbing image (like pentagrams or Baphomet) I cover the photo with my hand, or close my eyes so that this won't be used by my brain against me.
[edit:] My dad told me all the dreams are from satan and rarely they can be from God. I generally get dreams when I don't pray for too long like many days (praying keeps the devil away from you and I guess that;s why). Anyway any kind of dream is disturbing to me; the best is when u don't dream something bothering either good or bad and u don't even remember it when u wake up. This is a paceful sleep.
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