rainerann
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Well, I don't disagree with what you are saying or think that you aren't experiencing the presence of God. However, just something for you to consider, I think that you are making an assumption that accepting Christianity looks a certain way or requires agreement with certain things. In the US, many people who are Christian are also very political, which has created the assumption that certain beliefs that are political in nature are required beliefs if you say you are a Christian.I liked so much of your post - but didn't give you a like
For me, I've been down the Christian road and there's no other way for me to say it - where I am now makes more sense. Not a whole lotta more sense, but more sense still. I've always travelled with the way of the heart (I know this, in looking back in my life and where I am now). The "feeling" hasn't changed and yes I know, it was an old saying that someone can be sincerely wrong . . .
I'll readily say, I haven't had nearly as much scholarship as many of the Christian posters here, though I did have some Bible school training and then further with teaching in reconciliation, there was alot of scripture on that - but TBH, I forget much of it now. My intro post kinda says how I came to this position --> that a decision made out of lack of understanding (somewhere) cannot change our spiritual standing with God, nor how He sees us either. I have full faith in that and makes complete sense [the head cannot change or alter the spirit]. How it affects our experiences though, sure, is up for some "debate" as it were. To me, that's where different spiritual thought can come into play, depending on where a person is at and helping that person to go deeper, "to a certain point", in their experience of God - but ultimately, God isn't a label/law and He doesn't take this whole thing personally [with our shortcomings and lack of understanding]. Ha, I really didn't want to get into debate, and still don't - but this is honestly my stance. I do believe He is ever present, just because. He can't be anything else. I can see both sides - that this whole thing is all lies and the other side of it, that none of it is a lie and speaks of God's Truth. There isn't any trying with Him anymore, it's only an effort on my part to listen to my heart's yearnings and see where they take me. Another way of putting it, is Brother Lawrence's idea of "practicing the presence of God", though I hadn't read the whole book back when. Just trust God. And even if we can't, God Is anyway. Though I forget sometimes, the journey is worth it.
Still haven't gone past the intro in that book you mentioned, but I like it so far . . . it has already confirmed my past experiences with religion and how subtle it can be in playing with the mind.
However, when I was looking at the statistics that said that there are over 2 billion people who are Christian in the world and there aren't even a billion people in the US. Even if there were, there are so many different beliefs in the US, the US couldn't even be considered a place where Christianity exists in a majority in comparison with where it exists in the world.
So Christianity does not look or sound a certain way because the majority of the church doesn't actually live in the US to create the impression that being Christian means opposing gay marriage and supporting a ban of the NFL for bending their knee.
This is something that I have noticed because I often don't agree with many of the politics of people who say they are Christian; yet, I believe in Christ.
I think a lot of people do this and this is why religion becomes such a mold that creates this sort of cloning effect that makes you think that you would have to give up some of these things you are referring to that are presently making you feel at odds with Christianity. I think you might be surprised what you don't have to give up in accepting Christ.
The point is that believing that Christ is very, very simple. It is so simple, it is like the needle in the haystack so to speak. This is what makes it so difficult to understand and so it is often described as though it were the haystack instead.
However, understanding the simplicity of the Gospel is the real key to understanding things within the spiritual realm.
I was reading 1 Kings 18 recently and thinking about a lot of the discussions we have about astral travel around here. This is the chapter that talks about Elijah and the things he was able to do. I would recommend reading this if you haven't already.
Then, I was reading about how Elisha fed a hundred people with 20 loaves (2 Kings 4:42-44) and I was reminded that not everything people say about these things is false. To feed a hundred people with 20 loaves is to collect matter from a spiritual sense in a way that manifests itself in a physical sense. That is not something we talk about in the church a whole lot and it is something that people talk about outside of the church a whole lot.
The one thing the New Testament is teaching about these things is that it is false to think that you can be powerful in these ways without repentance and acceptance of Christ. So accepting Christ is more about gaining the freedom to explore spiritual things with His protection. I will tell you greedy people want to own what can't be seen. The unseen realm is much more like the establishing of America where people are trying to claim territory. To believe in Christ is to be protected in spiritual places.
So when I say I believe in Christ, I am saying that I don't think there is a way to understand spiritual things better by not accepting Christ.
So while I don't disagree with what you are saying, I think it will be limit what you will be able to understand. In that, I don't expect anyone who doesn't know Christ to be able to explain how Elijah was able to outrun Ahab or how Elisha was able to break the loaves to feed one hundred men with 20 loaves of bread. I don't expect anyone who rejects Christ to be able to explain how this is done even though I can see that many have been trying throughout history.
I have learned many of these things growing up and even with what I remember learning when I was little, most of this still pales in comparison to what the Bible says the prophets were able to do. That is why I don't think these things will ever really be able to understand if you are rejecting Christ.
These efforts to force understanding are clearly fruitless still as most of this sort of discussion can only be made through speculation of the potential of these activities without a method for describing the way to do them.
Overall, I believe this proves that we suffer most because we limit ourselves spiritually because of rejecting Christ, not that going to Sunday service is the truest form of spiritual understanding.
It is evidenced by the incomplete work of a separate spiritual understanding while Christianity says that spiritual understanding was made complete in Him (Colossians 2:10).
I think I am repeating myself a little bit but it is only because I am struggling to put what I believe in words. I am not meaning to be pushy or anything else.
God bless.