I will address this issue here only. [Some of your topics you mentioned deserve to be in general discussion, faith section or entertainment section. e.g. society trying to lure people into - according to religious viewpoint - all different types of sin, according to secular viewpoint - reversing of feminism ideals (making women value appearance/ sexuality more than self-development, male backlash against extreme feminism), music all about marketing not ability etc.]
You have mentioned a superficial factor to outsiders but an important factor in yourself that shows where MBTI test cannot be relied on completely to explain personal differences. It shows traits but does not explain the source.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypergraphia#Temporal_lobe_epilepsy
https://infogalactic.com/info/Geschwind_syndrome
There has been a lot of research that discredits the theory now, but these days there are a lot more anticonvulsant medications, especially for partial seizures. I doubt very much that the above personality traits are seen as intensely in patients, and I doubt very much that the average doctor is even keeping an eye out for personality changes anyway. If seizures are controlled, nothing else matters to doctors, including patients' mental health. (I know - I have lived through medicines and surgery, mild depression will always be there.)
I want you to take a step back and ask if you are seeing the world through smudged, mud-stained glasses that people with epilepsy often wear. If you are, consider researching all the health changes you can make to stabilise your blood sugar further, increase B vitamin intake, exercise, cognitive therapy /counselling** etc . I do not want you to blame the negative feelings you are experiencing purely on your MBTI personality traits, there could be way more involved in your case, just like mine.
** Of course we Intuitive trait people may be seeing reality, but we have to live (and therefore think) within a society with its head in sand in many areas whether we like it or not. "When in Rome, do as the Romans do."
Oh no, I feel perfectly fine. And I don't have epilepsy. Nor glasses, nor mud on said glasses. And I don't think my post was about feminism specifically. I didn't say anything about feminism. I mean I am against abortion but that post wasn't about feminism. It was about the more general topic of Western cultural decline.
Me myself- I feel fine.
But as far as conforming to society... I understand- women tend to back down and don't like to fight. I like to fight. Women and certain spineless men try to push this non-confrontational stuff. They're free to follow that and submissive behavior is fine in women.
I mean... I haven't said everything. You don't know me. I just sort of use this as a space to think out loud and people read my posts but don't know me- they've never been in a room with me.
As far as being on topic, I don't respect the artificial divisions. Everything is a connected in a totality. Therefore, thinking in unnatural divisions sterilizes the purity, intensity and focus of thought.
As far as my thinking.... the people who have known me... who've been in a room with me and heard the uncut versions of what I have to say- those people get shook. A lot of men have looked up to me.
Trust me, I'm doing fine.
I hear this all the time.... these calls to conform.
A lot of women I get it from and then a lot of scary-cat type men who reek estrogen.
I care nothing about what society thinks and I don't respect society.
Furthermore, I think it's
weak. I think it's
weak.
I smell fear and weakness reeking from it. And I'm supposed to be intimidated by it? I smell weakness reeking from it, I want to catch it off-guard and put a knife in its backbone. And do it quietly.
The system is weak. When I hear about society moving into civil war- I have to stop myself from getting excited and salivating.
The system is very vast. It has weak points. Place a sharp object in a weak point, do a twisting, turning motion, cover up what you've done and don't talk about it.
I don't say anything on this forum.
Conflict is all I know and I enjoy it. I love it. I get excited by it.
There was a famous Sino-Soviet Split. Maoist China said the Soviets were getting buddy-buddy with the Western imperialists.
The Maoists accused the Soviets of being traitors. We need to be hostile and belligerant- that needs to be our policy towards the imperialists, that was the Maoist line.
The Soviets were horrified lol. They were looking at the Maoists like the Maoists were savage. The Soviets wanted things like peace and holding hands.
I don't want peace. This life's natural state is conflict. Conflict is fertile. Peace is sterile. Scientists say the universe came from a Big Bang. No one says it came from a Big Whimper.
So I don't care about peace, hugs or holding hands. I detest the hippies. I'm with the Maoists. My avatar more than a year ago was Ricardo Flores Magón. He explained that life's natural state is conflict and I agree. He was against peace. He said "no queremos la paz" (we don't want peace). I almost want to cry that is so beautiful to me. That is one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard. No peace, no compromise. He even said preaching peace is a crime and people who promote it should be targeted. I am amazed by his brilliance.
So yeah, Magón, Mao, Mussolini- I
like them. I'm with the Maoists. The Soviets were acting like punks. I'm a Magónista- I agree with his stuff. When I was a kid, I wanted to be Mussolini. I don't agree with what he did in Ethiopia and I was sad when I found out.
So..... most people are civilians. The whole world is quietly at war. Most people get shook. But me, I intend to fight, I intend to win and I intend to go home with the spoils of victory or go out with honor.
But me personally..... insha'Allah I don't think I'll be stopped. I believe that insha'Allah I'm a force that will move whatever gets in the way of my aims. So.... I'm not worried.
I'm definitely against society (more specifically, the system) but I think society is dumb and weak and I'm not scared. I hear this stuff like what the Soviets told the Maoists. But I'm against society and I'm getting away and have been getting away with it since a long time ago. So the system can jump off a cliff and if I get a chance insha'Allah I'll push it off myself since I know other people will be too scared. If society wants to stop me I think it needs to kill me. If it doesn't do that and I doubt it will- then I don't see how it can stop me. So to you is your approach and to me is mine. You shouldn't try to psychoanalyze me because you've never met me and don't know me.
Yes, I am well aware that society is going off a cliff but that doesn't imply anything my personal life- which I don't talk about on here because that's my business. I don't wear glasses, much less with mud on them. No epilepsy. My health is fine.
I am well aware that society is going off a cliff but you shouldn't assume about me based on that. I know other people get shook or whatever but I'm not shook at all. I think I'm winning as far as things right now and believe I'll be winning in the future and I am opimistic and confident and I feel perfectly fine. Society can jump off a cliff. If society does that, that's not my problem. I'm not out to save society and I'm not worried about it. I have my own agenda and I'm pretty content.
Also I don't attribute things to my MBTI stuff. I don't really care about MBTI or take it seriously. It's something enjoyable to talk about since DR made a thread about it but it's not really something I think about. It is true that society is hostile towards INTPs, though. INTPs are well aware of it. It's because we know too much.