I think that jh*pe is very insecure and cares a lot about how he appears. The rapline has been made fun of since debut for being unattractive because they don't fit SK beauty standards and I don't see Yn caring much, rm cares but puts up a front of being a true artist and genius. Then we have jhpe and I think out of all 7 members he desperately wanted to be seen as a beautiful idol. Now couple that with the fact that he gets 0 attention for dancing and what does he have left? Many think jm and jk are the best dancers. This is where I think his unhappiness could be coming from.
Everyone has said he has had the most plastic surgery and I say he's had less work than jk another insecure member. Bh had both of them get there eyes and noses done before debut, which ties into what someone said about the company never being small and broke. And Let's be honest neither one of these two were lookers by SK standards. Both members now can't stop getting work done and don't look like their former selves.
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Now I try to imagine how it must have been to have member(s) get more ps than you, but they're the one's considered handsome by the fans. Jhpe was continually made fun of by jk and the others as looking like a horse, when he said he disliked being compared to one.
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BTS’s J-Hope Once Nearly Cursed On Broadcast Due To Jungkook’s Savageness via @Koreaboo
https://www.koreaboo.com/stories/bts-j-hope-once-nearly-cursed-broadcast-due-jungkook-savageness/
I think it was t*e who tweeted a side by side of jhpe and a horse once. And Jk still to this day brings up jhpe and a horse.
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So from what I've seen jhpe wants validation from the fandom but he never will get it. He posts the most for example and yet gets less views, likes, etc. He seems tired of all of this and his live showed it and bh made all the members do a live and on that particular day jhpe couldn't do the sunshine role. I also think he may have a mean streak and lets out his frustrations on the maknae line when they are practicing etc..this is what we see on camera so who knows how mean he can be off. I get the feeling he's the one that's supposed to keep them in line. Some on this thread have said he's a handler. He indeed scares me the most. So I in no way pity him, but I see what I see. He's the fakest member so I could be wrong about all of this but I get the feeling I'm not...