Yo, I'd like to tell you guys a recent dream I had weeks ago. I was planning on telling you earlier but I got caught up in all this news. Also this dream is uh, a little sexual but I know you guys can handle it. You're mature and obviously older than me, but it's like a PG-13 dream I would say, not much nudity involved.
I was with the bts members walking around, and we went into this black building. it looked like some kind of hideout for kidnappers to hang out at. Like the windows were broken, the halls were dark, yada yada yada.
(Timeout) I remember you guys talking about them having auras somewhere in the 200-400 pages (specifically nj and tea cause they're moon children) and someone was describing the color of their auras?
(Resume) So all of them did have auras. teas was green, nj was black I think, jm was purple, h0bis was yellow or orange, and candy man's was a royal blue. I forgot what color jk, and j1n had.
But apparently candy man and I had a relationship so he was trying to take me to another room to express his "love" for me. Meanwhile as he's holding my hand, I'm staring at the other members. They began going invisible (??) But I was still able to see the color of their auras so I knew where they were going (well what was the point of going invisible then? I dunno)
So candy man took me to this dark room and sat me on a counter while he went between my thighs (y'all know this position right??) And he told me he wanted to show love to me. So he unzipped his jeans, and he tried to insert into me, but I felt this MASSIVE wave of guilt come upon me, and I told him I disagreed with this.
(Timeout) Now I was confused. I think the massive wave of guilt was the fact I was still my true age in the dream (15) AND God of course didn't want me having sex because of that but mostly because it was THIS GUY (Which I assumed was a demon in disguise cause they like getting in your dreams, giving you illusions. I used to be aware when I was dreaming, and had I been aware I would've started praying on the spot but now and days I can't tell if I'm in a dream anymore :/)
(Resume) After I told him no, he was fine with it surprisingly. Then he was like, "can we still touch each other though..?" (Me: ...) and I actually kinda agreed, kinda disagreed, but I wanted to see if I'd feel that guilt again so I was about to touch him, then that massive wave of guilt hit me again and I was just like "Okay no, we can't do this I'm sorry" He just zipped up his pants and agreed.
He took my hand again and we met up with the other members who were actually extremely happy (like how they FAKE being happy in their videos; funny/cute moments videos) and we all went outside to see the sun. It looked like a good day for a picnic.
Anyways, while everyone was chatting and smiling at each other, I looked at candy man and smiled. Once the dream was ABOUT to end, THAT'S when I kind of got the feeling I was dreaming all along, and so when the dream was fading, I started remembering they were all evil again and my smile faded away as I then stared at him with a blank face. He continued smiling though, and the other members turned around to smile at me while slowly shifting back to their auras and be coming invisible.
I then woke up.