I think you may need to do a little more research as you seem to have some cognitive dissonance or justifying your reason for getting one. This site is information regarding what's in a "vaccine" because they're not all created the same:
How Bad is My Batch
Batch codes and associated deaths, disabilities, and illnesses for Covid 19 Vaccines
I know you've asked polymoog, but to note, I have been outside and I do see people suffering from the "shot". I have a friend who now has prostate cancer after two shots, another my friend who works in the health industry was threatened with her job so she took two and got sick with the flu shortly after. She said it's taken her a long time to recover. Her husband also took the shot, and even though she suggested for him not to, she ended up taken to ER with severe cramps in his legs that wouldn't go away. Another friend has a collogue who's in his 50s, also took two shots, and had a stroke. She suggested to him it was probably the "shots" but remains in denial. Finally, one of my former colleague's neighbor's son, who was 28, took the shot and died of a heart attack.
Unfortunately, as more people line up for more "shots" for a three-year-old virus and with a minimum survival rate of 94%, there'll probably be more of these stories. I think it's a good thing to remain fearful of the "vax" because no one seems to be asking what's in them or the potential adverse side effects of receiving them.