This nightmare gave me creeps and I was so so bad all the day, I was sweating as hell when I woken up. Brrr, just to think about this again..
It was the Halloween period time. All the October month, I was stress, and I wasn't feeling well in my skin, and when I sleep at night, I didn't have any nightmares or dreams about something particularly. But I felt bad tensions and weird things each time I was walking outside to go somewhere. It depends the places, but it was so weird. I had the same things at Christmas. The same weird sensation, but I can't express what it was about, so I let it drop, but anyway, the 31 October, my nightmare was so messed up. I know the brain is inclined to make you dream about what it took as informations during our day, but come on, it was horrendous and abnormal.
I was kidnapped when I went to shopping. Don't know why, don't remember who take me, it's a dream so you know that there will be part with absolut nonsense. I wake up with my hands and foot tied up, and I was sitting against a cold wall, underwear. ( promise that's not a fanfiction xD) with Jimin and another man in front of me. Behind and around them,there were multiple doors, and I could heard atrocious screaming of begging and cries, with disgusting songs around. I start to cry too, and I didn't dare to say anything and why I was here . I need to precise that I knew it was some nightmares but, it was incredible real. I don't know how to explain, but if I woke up sweating, it was because my brain decided it should be the more realistic possible.
The dude was speaking in his supposed language ( at least I suppose my conscious did it I don't know how) and I wasn't understand something. I was mortified because of their mischievious smile. Jimin start to hit me, and guess what? I could sense the beating without really sensing the violence. The other guy started to speak in english to explain my current situation, I was the gift for Jimin please. Fucking gift.
Armys if you are reading this in silence, I can tell you it's very not something to fantazise. The dude was beating and slapping me because I didn't understand and answer him about his Korean, and even if it was a nightmare, I can tell you that I wasn't exited at all. I wasn't calling him oppa. I was just begging for him to stop hurting me. He grabbed my hair, and slam my face several time on the floor, where, there was dry blood of ancient victims, to bring me with him in another room, his team mate didn't follow him.
I didn't see others members weirdly, there was just the screaming goat who was absolutely horrible. A real fucker ! He was so naughty.
I am doing a great effort to remember this shit because when you have the sounds and the images in your head and still playing around, it's really not the same than describing it like I am doing right now.
The man kept me captive to be a sex slave, and if I didn't want to die with some tortures like the others, I should be nice to him and bring him some girls around my age, for having news friends he said. And I did it. I don't remember the faces of the people, but I was outside the night to take some lost young girls who just wanted to have some fun at some clubs.
And Jimin was surveying me not too far away, to see if I followed his instructions.
After that, I don't remember what happens, my nightmare switch just like that, to see the crying goat starting eating a heart. A human heart. In front of me. My nightmare finished like : he shows me the other bloody piece of the organ ( holy shit it was so disgusting. It was so graphic, there was blood everywhere on his hands, and his smile was covered with blood too, I am not going to describe the face, it was so so disgusting) asking me if I wanted to taste it.
And then I woke up. I open my eyes in bigs. I was looking around me with blinking eyes and my bed was wet because of the stress. I remembered touching my arms and my face to see if it was really just a dream.
I even said to myself outloud :" holy fucking shit. What was that?"
I was replaying the worst part in my head all the day. It's really rare when I do nightmares.