what are they recieving? lol idont want to watch.Shinee moving in leaps and bounds, but why I feel sad
what are they recieving? lol idont want to watch.Shinee moving in leaps and bounds, but why I feel sad
The decision is up to you, but my preference would be the first option. If someone feels something is wrong about K-Pop, they will naturally look for a way to back awayYes, at this point I only wonder if I should get rid of them or use them in a way to reach those souls to come back to Christ. I don't know which will be the better decision. I think the second one will be better.
I guess I'll have to wait some time to get the final decision. I've mentioned it in my last comments that I've got 14 albums and around 12-3 poster. The albums are 1 BT$, 2 NCTl, and the lest are all Shiny's. I don't feel any negative feelings nor any attraction. I'm the type who isn't easily attached to material things or people. Once what happened with JH and the initial sadness, I just don't feel anything towards them. I can't even watch anything with them. I may sound like a cold person but I just moved on even if I JH used to be my fave along with Gdr.The decision is up to you, but my preference would be the first option. If someone feels something is wrong about K-Pop, they will naturally look for a way to back away
from it. If they buy an album/merch when still blinded, they will overhear the warning. And even if they give the warning a second thought, they will have the temptation to listen to the music nevertheless, as they have the album/merch at home. It is the same with me and SHIN.ee. Everytime I come accross a picture or video recommandation about them I get suxked into old habits. It is weird. However I am talking about my personal experience, it could be completely different for you.
(What kind of merch is it, if I may ask?)
I didn’t watch either. I think ambassadors for Korea on something .what are they recieving? lol idont want to watch.
lol so agree re: picture and vid recommendation. it’s a viscous cycle. it’s very tempting to click for the recommendations one after the other. especially when i watch all shaynee vids after 12/18, feeling sad and all. back to old habit competing for the views. i seemed dont want to being like this forever and disrupt my daily life activities. when i bought a new phone, i didnt intend to download the YT app again. in social media, i unfollowed and blocked all irrelevant fan accounts and fan pages i followed before. and i somehow feel relieved and feel that i get rid the toxins out of my system.The decision is up to you, but my preference would be the first option. If someone feels something is wrong about K-Pop, they will naturally look for a way to back away
from it. If they buy an album/merch when still blinded, they will overhear the warning. And even if they give the warning a second thought, they will have the temptation to listen to the music nevertheless, as they have the album/merch at home. It is the same with me and SHIN.ee. Everytime I come accross a picture or video recommandation about them I get sucked into old habits. It is weird. However, I am talking about my personal experience, it could be completely different for you.
(What kind of merch is it, if I may ask?)
JH once mentioned he likes to use all of his senses or make his senses fully aware. it’s like, you want to feel un-natural things, or like having a 3rd eye. im afraid for sensations to be overly stimulated making to the point like hallucinating. im not really sure if i was hallucinating but i really felt during early times reading in here, discovering hidden kpop esp. about shayni, theres in my mind like i want to harm myself tho im not a depressed person but i felt like having “sudden” depression (like what they said, battling your own demons). my heartbeat was so fast, like i had to get out of room to get an air and called out God to help me (like what ive said, i was able to control my mind). from then on, i always try to avoid creepy stuff when im alone or at night.I will say one thing my little tiny Yorkie scares me when she barks or growls at something always to right of me it seems when I want to go to sleep. She only settles when it seems it’s gone. Logical reason also could be she hears something I don’t tho. Scares me though you know JH once said he felt a demon was sleeping on top of him. Idk how he knew that?
Aww I am glad you are strong enough. I honestly will say since watching some vcrs and these dreams, it has made me feel more sensitive to things. I wish I could understand the point of him appearing as in my dreams, he mainly stares or says thank you, what niggles is my family are in the distant always . I wonder why. I have had premonitions in the past, and they sometimes come true , but since he died I have had none. I know that the MichJack dream I mentioned a while ago, when looking for JH was the strangest , the wooden crosses were all made by Sug-a for each dead person.JH once mentioned he likes to use all of his senses or make his senses fully aware. it’s like, you want to feel un-natural things, or like having a 3rd eye. im afraid for sensations to be overly stimulated making to the point like hallucinating. im not really sure if i was hallucinating but i really felt during early times reading in here, discovering hidden kpop esp. about shayni, theres in my mind like i want to harm myself tho im not a depressed person but i felt like having “sudden” depression (like what they said, battling your own demons). my heartbeat was so fast, like i had to get out of room to get an air and called out God to help me (like what ive said, i was able to control my mind). from then on, i always try to avoid creepy stuff when im alone or at night.
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why are they giving her this kind of concept? it feels weird.
looks like she is done with everything ever since 2013 ,She gave no shit about SNSD or singing anymore .Since that time everything she does is forced I mean she doesn't have a choice either ,I am saying this because I followed them since 2011I think it’s not right . Explains why the men chant so loud at concerts.
I think now that you know what's really going on you are just more cautious to your surroundingsHas anyone felt after becoming awakened some people look at you differently when your out in public? like you feel like your becoming a target?
Another one to add to these:And what is with all this plastic screening??? I have noticed 3 different so far:
Taejon:
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JOnghyun:
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sHin-ee:
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Maybe theyre cloned[very wild I know] or they have been reprogrammed and turned 'over a new leaf'.Another one to add to these:
What could be the meaning behind it?
As in killing/suffocating the old self and getting a new self. That really can hint about cloning(in general).Maybe
Maybe theyre cloned[very wild I know] or they have been reprogrammed and turned 'over a new leaf'.
YessAs in killing/suffocating the old self and getting a new self. That really can hint about cloning(in general).
It’s really weird. It must mean something.Another one to add to these:
What could be the meaning behind it?