Same, honestly. The worst by far was BST. I just had this strange feeling I can't describe, like I was watching something tragic happen before my eyes but I couldn't do anything to stop it. DNA gave me a strange feeling as well, especially J*K's whistle in the beginning. Looking at him during the MV opening also made me anxious for some or other reason. F*L just made me feel depressed tbh. Idk why. The first time I saw it I came away feeling so heavy which is not really me.
I was crazy for BST maybe bcuz of the EDM genre. It was so obvious that I knew it's not a song for a girl but for s;thing that they worship. stupid me
still kept listening to it. Now, I keep myself far away from it.
Ha, I've been struggling with something similar. Life is so difficult, especially when it comes to faith, especially nowadays. Just remember that God doesn't expect us to be perfect. He doesn't need us to be perfect because He already is. The bible is full of stories of imperfect people who were still used for a great purpose. It's hard but keep faith, and don't ever feel you are not good enough for God.