My narc mom is so different outside and different at home but when we are alone it's like she completely becomes demonized.Her voice changes,her look becomes scarier and totally cold.Yet no-one believes me when i talk about being emotionally abused except support forums on the net.
Has anyone been through this?
I wonder if God loves us all and wants the best why was I born into a narc family that puts me down,makes me feel bad and calls me useless and worthless and manipulates so I can't move out?
They raised me as Christian as possible using religion to manipulate me into not living my life or going out with friends.Ended up isolated and depressed and suicidal.
So my question is still the one on the title
You can share similar experience and opinion here.
Hi
I haven't been through this (narcissistic parent )
But i've been through abuse (still healing from it) so i understand how you feel...
The answer is yes god loves us all
If that can help you :
https://www1.cbn.com/questions/why-do-bad-things-happen-to-good-people
Read this also :
https://narcissisticbehavior.net/what-does-the-bible-say-about-narcissistic-behaviour/
(Personally i believe he has a purpose for every single one of us (am a born again christian who only believes in reading the bible)
Yes you must live in righteousness but that doesn't mean you can't live a happy life
It's just that you should seek God to ask what he wants from you (for Glory) so that you won't end up in bad situations
Also i'm so sorry they aren't letting be with your friends
And the thing that always comes to mind for me is : 1 Peter 5:10)
They didn't taught you how Christianity was but only some of the basis in it
(
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+John+4:1-5&version=KJV)
https://biblicalperspectivesonnarcissism.com/2017/04/13/dealing-with-narcissists-jesus-simon-and-the-woman/#more-6358)
Also if that helps :
https://www.biblestudytools.com/msg/2-timothy/2.html
If you are a Christian you may know about sins and spiritual bondages (or attacks )
Maybe your parents are going through that
I hope i am not being judgemental
I wish that you will find peace and hope in your life
(Ps n°2 : idk how old you are but when you are old enough or you really feel like you are suffocating please reach out for help don't wait until you are under physical violence )
If you don't like psychologists,there are other forms of therapies : cognitive therapy,zoo therapy (animals),occupational therapy whatever works for you
I saw in your question that you said parents but this is not a parent : a loving parent isn't a narcissist one
They love you,care for you (and siblings if you have some )when you are sick,when you are low,when you are under physical and mental violence
They comfort you and play with you, go through everything with you
It's like being a unit
)
Those are just my words (i hope i am not saying hurtful things with my words
Tell me if i am ^^')
Idk if this helps
But i wish you the best
Stay strong !
(And i will delete this comment probably later cause of my agoraphobia )