illegalbeagle
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Digital smoking?What about vapes? Have you tried the THC Vapes?
My problem would just be a more futuristic problem.
Digital smoking?What about vapes? Have you tried the THC Vapes?
It's Christ's Revelation. It speaks to anyone and everyone who cherishes truth. And it will be heeded only by those who will be redeemed from the Earth.Its why I keep thinking about fasting, but I havent the strength to even start.
I used to be a greedy 14st im 6"3 not fat!
Now that I cant even trust food anymore, eating isn't a desire.
I'm now 10st. Im well underweight.
Sold all my assets including my hunting gear when I went "mad" in 2021 and im as poor as they come.
I'm not using my tablet or WiFi haha
I feel because I'm always off mi box, he ain't listening, well he is obviously. But he won't act, why would he?
If I cant even put it down longer than two days.
I dont pray for me, I praise The Lord and thank him for Jesus he knows what I need, I dont need to ask.
Jesus told me how to pray, the Lords prayer, follow it and use it as my template.
I dont know anything else, I never had anything "religious" in my family or schooling.
Its all new apart from that feeling that he's always been there, even when I denied him.
I know EVERYONE knows deep down.
Am I arrogant to say that Rev ain't for me, I ain't a jew.
Don't get me wrong I once had it on audio and I ain't lying it made me sick with fear and I put down the weed for a day.
I fear those words, but I believe in him, so why do I need to fear what comes to those unbelieving Jews?
Find my fault and call me out brother, when it comes to people on here who have weight with the Lords word, its you and phipps.
Brother I ain't Jesus, forty days and nights would end me hahaIt's Christ's Revelation. It speaks to anyone and everyone who cherishes truth. And it will be heeded only by those who will be redeemed from the Earth.
Yes, Revelation provides us with details of the apocalypse that we are presently experiencing and which now worsens every day. It doesn't take weed to overcome the world; it only requires faith, which is trust in God NOT organized religion. Organized religion is, as Christ told us through the mouth of Jesus: "the blind leading the blind" (Matt. 15:13-14).
Jesus fasted for 40+ days (water only fast - no food, no weed, cigarettes, gum, etc. - nothing in the mouth except for water). The Old Covenant/Testament prophets also fasted and received enlightenment.
Each of us as souls/spiritual-Beings are MUCH stronger than the human/flesh we live inside of, the latter of which is used by Satan to tempt and deceive us into seeing everything upside down and backwards. WITH God, ALL things are possible (Matt. 19:26). IF you set your mind, for example, to going 40 days without touching weed or tobacco, and are determined to do it to show God you are serious about wanting to turn your life around, He will guide you every step of The Way. But it will require your commitment, determination and faith.
Be of good cheer. Christ overcame the world and so can you.
Shit.You need to break your rituals... I was an alcoholic meth addict so i know CHRIST can remove your addiction.
Shit.
I don't envy those who give their lives to working, it makes no fucking sense.My dad was a workaholic, he once told my mam "That shoe factory's my life", and to ease his stresses he used to gulp down bottles of wine in the evenings.
At first the stuff would make him jolly with a sweaty red face with an idiotic grin on his face, but as the evening wore on and satan took him over, his expression changed and he'd start picking quarrels with my mam and me, he'd glare at me with a Spartacus expression of hate and say stuff like "when are you going to get a job you idle bleeder?"
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I had a couple of dozen jobs during my working life interspersed with long periods of unemployment because I could never settle at any job and would think "What the hell am i doing here? Is this all there is to life?", and quit at the drop of a hat.I don't envy those who give their lives to working, it makes no fucking sense.
I'm an unproductive slave, bare minimum life.
That's not the weed btw haha
I've read a few bits about your dad, he sounds like a nob.
I had a damascus road moment. Gave up everything that was of my old way and devoted 2 yrs of submerging myself in HIS word night and day.Shit.
How did you manage?
I never mixed alcohol with meth. Alcohol ruined the meth high LOL.You need to break your rituals... I was an alcoholic meth addict so i know CHRIST can remove your addiction.
Shortest job I had was 3 hours, is say if I was to total my whole working life I bet I've not even done 6 I'm 37.I had a couple of dozen jobs during my working life interspersed with long periods of unemployment because I could never settle at any job and would think "What the hell am i doing here? Is this all there is to life?", and quit at the drop of a hat.
Shortest job I ever had lasted 2 days, and the longest 2 years.
My old man eventually died in his early 60's with booze-related cancer that wrecked his liver.
PS- my brother-in-law also drank like a fish and smoked like a chimney, and because i've never smoked or drank he once said to me "Huh, you're not a man if you don't smoke and drink".
He died of cancer 13 years ago but i'm still around..
I've met him twice, that's why I carry a massive shame.I had a damascus road moment. Gave up everything that was of my old way and devoted 2 yrs of submerging myself in HIS word night and day.
I smoke pot now but that with out lots of prayer & i would say its not for everyone...but its for some. It does have some good benefits and with how f'd up my body is its better then strung out on opiates had enough of them when i was a kid. Can barely take a half vicodin without puking so opiates for me are bad. Was strung out on morphine at age 12 due to extreme surgerys on a birth defected left leg.
But i digress...It was all JESUS not me why do you think i argue with some of these dumbasses here...When you have a meeting with the ONE TRUE GOD things change. Ask Saul (Paul)
I kept trying new jobs in the hope i'd find one i liked doing, but I never did find one, what I hated most was doing 8 hours a day, boy did time friggin crawl....Shortest job I had was 3 hours, is say if I was to total my whole working life I bet I've not even done 6 I'm 37.
Working is a huge mugs game..
never mixed it either went from alcohol at age 13 that was the drug until out of mil then was trying to self medicate with meth cuz drinking on it you don't get drunkI never mixed alcohol with meth. Alcohol ruined the meth high LOL.
Thank you! But again its JESUS not me. All the glory to him.I've met him twice, that's why I carry a massive shame.
Your right though brother, it's Jesus through and through.
I'm from England so we don't have that evil gear here, but I've known enough smackheads in my life to know that those level drugs are literal evil.
My friends daughter is a surgeon, she says that the advice for staff is "don't take anything with INE at the end, those are for "them people". Motherfuckers.
I'm happy that you don't carry that cross no more mate
What is meth?I never mixed alcohol with meth. Alcohol ruined the meth high LOL.
I would take the job with munitions and liberate them for "personal" use hahaI kept trying new jobs in the hope i'd find one i liked doing, but I never did find one, what I hated most was doing 8 hours a day, boy did time friggin crawl..
Between jobs I did voluntary work in charity shops for about 3 hours a day and came pretty near to liking it because I was able to joke and banter with customers, but sooner or later i'd have a row with the young airhead manageresses and miserable old cow volunteers, so i'd get my coat on and walk out..
PS- once I walked out of a job BEFORE I'd even started when the jobcentre sent me to apply at a convenience store, but I took one look at the porn mags on the shelf (including gay porn) and thought "I ain't handling that shit" and walked straight back out.
Another time they tried to send me to apply as a dockyard worker, but when I saw in the job description that "You will be expected to handle munitions with great care when loading them onto warships with a forklift" I thought "sod that" and never went for interview.
Yeah I heard of pervitin, gave it to the soul diers in battle. WarCrack©meth makes viagra look like pez candy.
Methamphetamine is a powerful, highly addictive stimulant that affects the central nervous system. It takes the form of a white, odorless, bitter-tasting crystalline powder that easily dissolves in water or alcohol
Methamphetamine was developed early in the 20th century from its parent drug, amphetamine, and was used originally in nasal decongestants and bronchial inhalers. Like amphetamine, methamphetamine causes increased activity and talkativeness, decreased appetite, and a pleasurable sense of well-being or euphoria. However, methamphetamine differs from amphetamine in that, at comparable doses, much greater amounts of the drug get into the brain, making it a more potent stimulant.38 It also has longer-lasting and more harmful effects on the central nervous system.39 These characteristics make it a drug with high potential for widespread misuse.
Germans created the first precursor to meth think they called it Pervitin
IDK heard coke & MDMA is popular in the UK but idk. Haven't been around that scene for decades now. MDMA is part meth so there is that.Yeah I heard of pervitin, gave it to the soul diers in battle. WarCrack©
I wonder why you don't see meth in the UK?
Yeah, everyone and his dog seems to be on coke. Dirty shit that shitIDK heard coke & MDMA is popular in the UK but idk. Haven't been around that scene for decades now. MDMA is part meth so there is that.