Hello guys, I can't believe it's been nearly, if not, 2 months since I've posted but I'm back. I didn't think I was going to be gone for that long.
Anyway I'm ready to be updated on whatever I missed. I have over 200 pages to read that I uh, preferably don't want to go back on so if someone could give me a long story short version of anything important that's recently been discussed here, that would be appreciated.
And I furthermore
want to share an interesting recent dream I had this week. I haven't had dreams about bts in like, a year or so but I did a day or two ago.
So there was a celebrity parade going on in my neighborhood. The sky was...I mean it was night time. The sky was nearly pitch black though. You could only see few shades of dark blue. There weren't even that many stars. Major red flag. What I came to conclude was,
the pitch black sky was a representation of these celebrities evil deeds and their vile souls. Me personally, I wasn't scared at the fact I could only see partially but I was shocked.
So I was in this limo with bts fans for some reason. There were at least 15 people with me. What's a bit creepy is that two of them were smirking at me and telling me, "You like bts don't you? Don't lie!" It's like they wanted to engrave that thought into my soul but I had to keep denying it because it's quite obviously not true. The other fans were just smiling and looking around. They weren't crazy fans, they were chill and how thankful I was for that, amirite?
I had an iPad with me. There was an open page that said "15 players" I was like, what am I in a game or something? So what was happening was, cars and limos had the benefit of going into certain sections to see their favorite celebrities. It was like a drive thru but without a building. The celebrities were behind a red rope and cars got to pass by and say hello.
The limo I was in, we had special access to keep driving around (taking U-turns) and back to bts to say hello over and over again. The first time we drove, the members were all wearing beige.
(Beige apparently represents luxury and elegance. However the members were wearing black suits under their beige coats which represents darkness so it was symbolic for how they act like angels but really aren't)
They had
plastic smiles as they waved and pretended to care about their fans. We, well everyone except for me, greeted them and they gave us little cards with a small lollipop attached as if we were first graders and that was it. But the driver wanted to keep seeing them so considering we had that special VIP access or whatever, we kept driving back to them.
Each time, the members were surprised. Their faces basically said, "Again?" And around the 20th time, they actually surrounded our limo and pressed their faces and hands against it as they studied each and every one of us. As creepy as it sounds, they looked to be making a
personal decision.
They then backed off, allowing us to drive away. But again, we drove back and this time, they gave us different cards. One of them in a weird font, which said-->
Ⱨɇⱡ₱ Ʉ₴ (Help us) they looked scared. So I was the only one aware of what happens in the music industry. I was basically stuck with fans who were sleep so it didn't take me by surprise at all but the fans I was with in the limo grew concerned.
My iPad made a DING sound so I checked on it. It said 8 players remaining. And when I looked back up, 7 of the fans were gone. So truly, there were 8 of us left. I don't know where they went. It's like they teleported.
But anyway, all I did was close my eyes knowing full well I couldn't help them and I honestly didn't really care what their situation was because they're the ones who willingly gave into giving up their souls. I woke up later to find out I was sitting at a bus stop no longer in the limo. My iPad was still with me, it said 2 players remain. Just then I get a call from my phone and one of the fans said "Hey, the members of bts left y'all cards," and just hung up. As this was said, one of the fans popped up out of nowhere and asked me where everyone went.
The celebrity parade, event, whatever it was, was over. The streets were empty and it was just me and this girl. So we walked straight ahead and found an old creepy mailbox just sitting there. We looked inside and found two cards. I opened mine, she opened hers.
This is the part that had me by surprise. Do not read the following paragraph if you get sick easily. Trigger warnings: murder, prostitution.
The card had said, and this is all I can recite from my memory: "We need help, but there's nothing anyone can do for us. To be honest,
I, NAMJOON, don't really care if we receive help or not. I
LIKE the benefits I get from
KILLING innocent people and
HURTING THE LITTLE CHILDREN. I get riches from it each time. I have
BLOOD ON MY HANDS from
COUNTLESS VICTIMS but there's always a reward if
I OBEY THEM. So what? Jungkook is a masochistic man who hurts himself by getting too many tattoos so why he cares is beyond me. He even took pleasure in
PROSTITUTING female victims. Jimin and Taehyung take pleasure in sexual deeds and everyone else is used to what they have to do. There's only a
SMALL OUNCE of morality left in us. Well, not me. I'm the one who founded bts anyway. Yoongi and Jin are the ones with more morality out of all of us. By the way, I liked your outfit
" End quote.
I turned to the girl and desperately attempted to show her what Namjoon wrote me, but she had a lovesick smile and told me her card had compliments from all the members. She then quickly ran away, skipping in joy. I was left all alone.
"1 player left" my iPad said. Then I woke up. I have no words. Y'all wanna analyse this?