Legit everyday, to be honest. But i'm slowly getting used to it. This will sound selfish, but i miss tea the most because he has always been my favourite. So seeing my old drawings of him and stuff...it breaks my heart. And now seeing that he has turned evil...sometimes i observe him and notice, that he looks very sad and tired and because of that, i know or atleast, hope, that he still has a heart, and feels emotions like a normal person would
but i'm glad that God told me the truth, it's better than being blind and selfish like most armys are.
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I forgot to mention something, i often think about what would their lives be like if they weren't under bighit, or even worse, if they weren't born into it like nj and th, honestly, thats why i feel sympathy for them, because they didn't chose to live like that, if they were like this ever since they were born...