Sorry to bother u guys again... I just wanna apologise if I’ve ever said anything wrong both to you guys and towards the boys... I dunno if I could hold on to life any longer... my life is miserable ... yeah... that’s right.,, I don’t even try to fix it anymore .. I can fix myself but I can’t fix anyone’s heart to loving me when they actually don’t..... Thank you too for all of the infos ... may Allah bless you guys... it’s not that I don’t believe that God has a better plan for me but I’m doing this as an effort (yeah in a stupid way) for them to actually WAKE UP and realize that they’re actually torturing me ... I’m not sure if it’ll better or worsen the situation but this is the only way I see .... My heart aches so much when reading this thread ... knowing that there are people who’re being treAted unlike humans out there .. I hope they’ll be saved and can have a better future ... Well... I’m not good at science but I wanna try to cut a lil bit deeper than usual... I wanna bleed a lot but not enough to make me die ... I’m not sure which one to cut though but I’ll make an experiment... If I could make it to the hospital... I wanna see their reaction to it... I wanna know if they blame me back or think of what they’ve done to me... If they happen to act worse than before ... I’m sorry... I don’t think I’ll ever come back again.... that’s why I’m begging for apologies now ... Pray for me, pray so that my plan will succeed... I feel bad for my wrist and to God ... but this is the only way... I hope he helps me... </3
Wait, baby girl, what?? So you’re trying to hurt yoself so that dumbasess beeteesheeyt would notice this and be a good human beings? Honey, please don’t, please for the Almighty sake, love yourself! Don’t do it!
They don’t even care about us warning them, they don’t even care if people find out about them worshipping satan, they have almost acheive their goals and it didn’t harm them a bit as they have their biggest supporters (those ass kissers a-mi)
What do you think wiuld make a difference if you hurt yourself?
Please, sayangi diri awak, dik, ya! Kekal kuat jangan mengalah!
Wait,do you still listen to btz songs?? Well if you do that means their agenda works! Don’t fall for it please! Keep on fighting! Satan wants to see you hurt yourself and make you sins .
Make a lot of istifghfar and ponder upon the Quran. Don’t let satan win.
We all care for you.