I am no stranger to Christianity, I'm 35 years old and have been raised up in a born again Christian home (dysfunctional though) and I have only walked away and became prodigal four times, this being my fourth time and hopefully my last. I honestly only did it to try and find peace and get Satan off of my tail. I will be honest, he left me alone when I did. And now that I repented, the raging storm is back, the one where its constant. Some people say that God only gives you what you can handle, but I strongly disagree. If I had been Job, lol I would have probably killed myself or lost my mind. I can't imagine, this world is nuts. I eagerly look forward to when it comes time to be martyred. I'll be the first one lined up at the guillotines lol. Like get me out of this place. If it weren't for my husband.... I thank God for him.
Yeah I know scripture inside and out. I spent over 10-12 years on different kinds of theology and eschatology, spent years debating Pre-trib, mid-trib, post-trib, prewrath, premillennialism, post-millennialism, Amillennialism, SDA millennialism, Calvinism, Arminianism, Pelagianism, all the TULIP points, against the Charismatic Church, monotheism vs polytheism, eternal security vs losing salvation etc
Would you like me to name more? I can keep going if you like, but I'd kinda rather get back to my animal crossing game if you don't mind.