Hmm I dunno I think I had blocked her after a few toxic kinda interactions and I just cant be bothered with arguing over stupid shit tbh I cam be patient sometimes but if somebody really rubs me up the wrong way am done. I grew up in a really toxic family tbh its only been the last few years that I realized how abusive it really was. I made excuses for them and put up with a lot cause I didn't have any choice till I left home at 15 so when someone comes across a bit psycho, especially over nothing then its kinda triggering and I can loose my shit tbh so its better if I just take a deep breath and remove myself from the situation. Things like that used to gnawaway at me but now I just don't have time for it. Sometimes my daughter gets a bit hysterical and I just cant deal with it lol but I do cause shes my daughter and I know how to snap her out of it although shes moved out now so it doesnt happen so much now lol but I just wouldn't/couldn't put up with anything like thsat from anybody else, except my neices too + they are kids.
But ppl on a forum nooooooooooooooooo. I was on Mochael Tsarion forum like 14+ or maybe minus a year or so and there were a couple of "lisas" on there few other crazy types, there were two really alright people too though one I had kept in touch with on and off few years ago. He used to do a coast to coast (i think) podcast I think when podcasts were relatively new. Surplus was his nickname think his first name was Sean. I had a website then
www.truthermedia.com not got it now but I had loads of conspiracy/truther videos on it and he gave me a shoutout one time lol seems like a lifetime ago. Cant recall the other guys name but I feel like it started with an R somethink like reilk or something weird like that. There was this one crazy bitch called herself "mahala" who apparently killed herself then her "aunt" came on the forum (Outlaw forum Chris White?) and was blaming Michael Tsarion for her killing herself, few of us were really concerned about her but then we began to suspect it was all bs, when her "aunt" came on the forum. Such a fkn psycho lol
That was my introduction to conspiracy forums, was about the time Alex Jones was just beginning to get famous after 9/11 happened, maybe a few years after that but man fkn years ago. Thats why I say Ive been hearing all this "the cabal are about to be arrested!" and all that shit for a long time and nothing has ever happened. The LHC, 2012, all the viruses and asteroids etc
No wonder I feel so fecking old, sorry about the lazy typing sometimes, my hands and arms get really sore typing and I need a new laptop. Fingers crossed soon!!