i'm merely responding to what you're saying to me as civil as i can. because i can tell you adamantly tend to paint everyone as the inherently ignorant ones and pluck them out of their actual context. if you were more inclined to be keen on the current atmosphere of your surroundings you'd have noticed anyone going into and posting their contributions to these type of threads are automatically labeled as schizophrenics, you included. it doesn't matter if you think you're better than anyone and on a hail worthy cocksure iq throne, you'll be intentionally called it with that precisely exagerrated stigma attached and exposed to the ones who are really diagnosed with the disorder if they encounter wide open public spaces not limited to forums and unlatched areas on the internet. sorry it went over your head but i was making fun of the people who refer anyone as they see not sharing their softboiled pepper sprinkled views derived from their preconditioned complacent mindset a schizo. but you can't stop them from calling you that because that's how they are all of the time. does it mean that they're right? no. but that's how it is. trust me, if you're on this site you're a sick schizo to the mass champion enslaved society and its great manufactured invincible normies who like to sweep everything they come across under the rug no matter the free albeit rectal simulation level reality check doses they're offered. to heck with the bulbous brained grammar nazis who got cute commas sticking out of their nostril. normie nazis who think they have established monuments for locked from the inside interior coddled brains epitomized in their preshapened basic default mold and unpoppable bubble otherwise unshakeable steel forts and its robust travesty clinginess denied much? real low of me sooooooorrrrrrrrrryyyyy. like i said, you really love to misplace people from their diligently built context but excuse my demeaning attitude. you told me to be accurate and i quoted you so you best let me slide for the nutty unwholesome attitude. abnormally religious individuals who believe in a supreme god are called moronically inept and solidly autistic folk too. no endless mercy for anything that fits into their biased unrefreshing maximum insight of zooming in on just the defaced stereotypical face to appease their arduous ego drenched in their frail grip in a tripping insolidaritied unironed plane.
inb4, "Do you even clutch onto an iota of caution speckled intelligence, let alone a burp squawk of elect ingrained socially adept gliding communication abilities within you? Let me tell you, it's a notably serious incurable condition moored to the worst psychologically stress imposing often fatally impacting though being direct induced to the people around them in the tremendously enhanced tumultative unrest of that diabolically physical risk on top of constantly intrusive unwanted considerably borderline no ends to the inwardly seeded anguishing fixity deprived torment and nonstop acute battles with themselves due to the mentally bearing and physically exhausting haggard suffering and battering hardship it has on the ones truly diagnosed with the disorder and you should be a thousand fold ashamed of being verbally tolerant insinuating that portrayed type of highly stone cold disturbing humor awfully displayed in the reeling passive tone you're relaying it with such a cheap dime a dozen attitude paraded by all of you online. Trust me, it's a problem sweaty, you don't want to make yourself look like that. It's simply horrendous. To baffingly read what you all anonymously type behind your keyboards and screen. You are hurting these en masse trafficked sex slaves' mk ultra victims' clean slated reputations. You are literally dragging not just their names through the mud but also their families' who threw them into the none the wonder forlorn glitz and glam club of a systematically protective std nurturing party sexaholic industry that don't give a rest in sexualizing the exploited youth." how was my boom boom pow boomer impersonation?
what's specifically fascinating is how you at the speed of light observate it all as dull drivel when you should be capable of separating the real meat of the bone basis from the chaffing convoluted pov nonsensicalities if you had ANY kickstart in ANY wealth of ACTUAL root enlightened information guided struggling onset but it's like you're on the prowl to be automatically right and think you're the stark ineffable contrast to that dullness but you're literally eager to be stuck in the perpetual screaming ignorance is sparkling bliss immovable sack of boulders phase you're in. and you're like a big top tier iq diamond disco, the REAL RARE MVP INTELLECTUAL GEM NEVER SEEN BEFORE in solely your own eyes. "potentially harmful" as if they're not already being harmed in much more indescribably unbelievable sickening ways again and again you could ever rev up the engine in your mind to envisage for the umpteenth time... damn it i already have a migraine because i'm a dunce. you remind me of a standup comedian (me) who should want to stand down with their badly delivered material: they don't know who you are and what you want so why should they pursue you.
it's only "far too much" for you to take in so the partially fake unicorn world you're living in won't utterly collapse. nothing you believe is built on a stable rigid foundation in the immediate interests of what you're preconditioned to buy and good natured impression fed by the hogspit piss coercing world and instinctively absorb through what your cells are externally involuntarily stimulated to is real. more like it's rigged against you and they like it when you don't know anything. your emotions if you're content about that decorous structured instability and human on a dog leash tactical oppression aren't real either. for something to be real and not illusory it has to be accorded from a non preponderant illusory world. just because you esteem yourself on a cream of the crop genius iq pedestal doesn't mean you surpass that. no, life is the merciless aggressively exploitative dog eat dog fuel significance that it's always been and will be without you giving your 985728935721 cents that in many ways strengthen their fierce overtime hours agenda with a fat cherry placed on top and brainwashing the sheep to be lukewarm cozy and feel secure and fresh and precious.
i'll throw you something to chew on but that i knowingly assume won't be ingestable to you. and you're right, excuse my dedicated procrastination.
's okey tho i'm getting back in my groove by being distracted and procrastinating. it's the shitty reality no one wants to come to actually accept even if they knew about it. because either way it leaves you feeling disconnected and powerless on an entirely other alienating plane and that's not merely an unfocused illusion perpetrated by them in this riling of negative emotions they are trying so hard to multitudinously incorporate and induce. it's also everything that comes with being comfortable in the ignorance anyone is susceptible to being unaware of abusing by defending their silent (or in your case, loud) complacent mindset. how is it not appallingly significant that small powerless kids are being sodomized by the wicked while the roundabout mantra you redundate is 'but p***philia and sexual assault and trauma following the assault exists and all go hand in hand so that's not a good enough reason to give that matter of fact the bare shakeable truth to see what kind of actual spices come out of it power?' go boldly preach that unsubdued asessment to mk ultra victims with a quintillion or so alters. (inb4 "There's nothing to support whatever the existent proof is." uhh,,,, , how is existent proof at least not more than enough for your starting proof and the existent proof in your face not existent proof,,., just because they make rhetorical memes picking at the clear as day grueling burden of responsibility of dissolved proof in which if them not staying buried out of view be labeled merely speculatory horseshit spread like a hostile underground pearls thrown at swine infection for breeding disgusting ignorance to cope with their paranoid insecurities by those crazy son of a guns???? c'mon now that's a far more zany outlook considering the bigger picture. no poisoned consumer who knows that they're oppressed wants to believe in any of these further tongue tip searing spicy conspiracy theories.) you're epiphanied to realize this is on a global level elite scale right? why would they eat babies! pah kiss my ass, stockpiling adrenochrome and gangraping babies simultaneously my ass! it's all a fictitious lack of brain cells that are leaking from their unhinged peanut heads ridden boasting circlejerk circus galored fest at best to get you clipped and pressed and tighten your little wads into a knot! why would you give unjustifiable power to that?! golly i wonder why. that's such an impossibly soul contaminated vicious and brain rotting wretched extreme cannibalistic narrow minded conceptualized analysis and those sweet frito fingered balding brow slitted slippery as eel dingus bandits enforcing their supposed hefty brash reign by utilizing their satanic six hunna threescore six porcupine lizards status privilege would be damned to hell for it if it were true! the unperturbed filthy scummy cruddy turds on faiyuh snuffing unbarred erythrogenic inauthentic industry is far from perfect but that doesn't mean all the strangely disclosed aforementioned things indeed do happen! those kinds of demons taking the form of humans don't nonchalantly exist to cater to your honeyed optimistic demanding nature revolved around your personal embedded societal expectations that are you being the majoral transparent quintessence of a profound snowflake advocator of what heinous acts they do 25/8 because of the fact that they know they can and they actually do commit them all as much as they want very very vvip exclusive but inclusively invitational so long as they have that nauseating inexpropriated sadistic justice status balded dome boneless privilege along with the gnarly weaves and weaves of interconnections that they use in their wily favor to simply infiltrate the vulnerable spiritually uninhibited physical temples that are fucked up while you persist on being a cupcake through their disingenuous hounding ruthless means of unspared brutish flagitious infliction inside out of their targets, namely children especially. and that's apparently just touching the edge of the surface but i'm glad i don't know every single thing they do in secrecy. this is why technically you're incredibly attributing too much needlessly jutting optimism to shutting everything out because you're in fully embraced refined denial.
i do agree it's better to keep yourself from continue falling in the black rabbit pit after you attain a certain amount of deep to the neck (so you're not all the way in it and won't drench your mind in the sauce that causes it to deteriorate) shriveled up core eviscerating fleshrock hardening researched not just casually plausible conclusions that only more or less connects the dots or supports the fallible insensible facts and indefensible gratuitous sources of misinformation. it's called extensive cross confirmable research. and that's why i stopped lurking on this thread for a while. (unwatched the bts thread for good reason lol there's too much to sift through and i don't know if it helps me to do that) i don't take more than a very generous fist punch of salt with the posted content here because a part of me already might have known these things but you're literally on a self riding carousel. like you're on a bump prickled blast of an adrenaline back spine driven horseradish thrill spree to impress yourself. in my opinion you're nothing but an "unintentional" deadly concoction of agitating ill spite and hard rock boiled malice. you are like the dangerous jaw snapping crocodile in my murky water smothering dreams.
in other words i'm sorry but i'm not falling for your faux concernment towards the things being discussed at real time large. no one is. and i don't mean just this forum, for example there are credibly authored "far fetched" books delving into the whole inhumane various inconspicuous kinds of programming where in thorough detail it elaborates on how the victims are completely programmed against their will without making it be visibly prominent and detectable at all for a start. if their memories are repressed from dissociative traumatization it's generally simple for their tampered domineered reinvention to be extended with even more formed occupying alters not only after their alters take the place in cornered mazes and unscoffable incorporeal domains an average disconsolate sheep doesn't associate humanity's supposed plain intentions and the things tangible to anyone breathing like everything's fine in this world to. you aren't naturally obsessed with the idea of promulgated reputability when there are countless credible articles and straightforward impounding dynamically judicious devices pushing you towards practical inferrability sprawled everywhere not to mention reputable spaces and unneutral viable sources on the internet where you can confirm your research at just the tip of your fingers for your resourceful pragmatic digging non shoulder shrugging convenience. if i had a tapping smidgen of the snobby comfort you take solace in that would be unfortunate but thankfully i don't. i'm only sick and tired of people who think their false chirpy reality should align to be meshed with everyone else's and mk ultra victims' reality. it's why i think you're a vocalized ruckus. i'm not saying no one isn't preconditioned what they uncautiously intake and impart on others because that's what they tend to love to believe themselves, everyone is but damn. either way it would be idolatry but it'd be nice if ANYONE could prove me wrong about my sole bias having been mk ultra'd in parallel to how much i've let myself become invested to my bias so i could at least have some peace about it in my heart but everything is there with how the understatedly shady industry works and there's no sliver of closure for mk ultra victims bounded to the inescapable programming. something you don't seem to be able to grasp and i'm assuming never will because you somehow close yourself off to the glaringly obvious cochineal. it'd be nice if anybody could prove mk ultra victims and their trauma, not only kpop idols are a fabricated figment of someone's nefarious imagination. it'd be nice if i didn't fall for the mere manifestation of something i willingly imprinted on myself one way or another and felt disappointed that it wasn't real and it was augury. you keep putting your frills onto it but there are no frills sewn on with the obvious. it's just there. making it seem as if you're the sharp jewel bedazzled rational wand shrew and classic reasonable exception to the mounds and mounds of insoluble shit going on doesn't deem you the mainstand wrecking fruitful truth coin geyser.
please don't be too accurate be totteringly vague and muddled as the key peace you have within you lets you to reverse internalize nearly most of everything that wouldn't click together in your factually informed unrecycled nonstereotypical just stay gold notions if it saves your life. stop boiling your unpalatable off putting bait for so long. it doesn't taste good as it's way overcooked with an underachieving quality. i'm no chef but i recommend you use good incorrupted fresh ingredients so the representative dish doesn't have a boisterous watered down flavor shooting up your predicted outcome. all that stuff you cooked up in the end came to be of not even a single serving size portion. they're literally stewn hot vapor escaped crispy baskets of a charred smithereens bone dry essence that doesn't justify how many plates you're using. your they let out all dogs out freed serene field gutter spatty style that retains no moisture whatsoever is you present your 2000% satisfied solo orbited grooving responses that it would be better to punch stuffed pillows and be tickled with chicken pony feathers than to assertively dissect and proactively entertain your sentences. as i can tell you're a striking outsider thank you once again for contradictorily correcting that i'm not schizo which means that none of us are (unless diagnosed; i for one ain't, even if that's what my label to crusading outsiders' subconscious is), and it doesn't make us crazy for posting in these type of threads with the blind nonobjective stance we have on the unintricate weaves of the simply imperfect entertainment industry, the stance that you don't seem to burden internally malting and carrying yourself with.
by the way are you the one who said kpop is just another sad mediocre music genre in the south korean entertainment industry and isn't really different in being mirrored by the equally if not more blasted upheavaled subclusters of the atrocious western entertainment industry? i think someone said kpop is more conservative, nah maybe on the surface that's what it appears to seem. then yea in that sense i could spare you the "benefit of doubt" when you say too much is being attributed to the state of what everyone to some miraculous astonshing degree knows how it most likely all is a pervasive desensitizing tool what with the regarded visually offensive symbols being used without a rest for their agenda because you can get an idea beyond the general gist with just the shitty kpop slave contracts alone. so not being head splittingly invested in something that everyone already knows deep down(?) inside to a degree would be smart and allow you to guard yourself in getting yourself hypnotizedly ensnared by a weak bundled version of hollyweird because the fellow brothers and sisters and oysters of the media not just narrowed to the cesspoop cranked entertainment factory keep normalizing the signs and symbols they use. but for me it's just a punch of salt. none of that extra smoking ironically paradoxical seasoning sprinkled all over your posts. sometimes it's good to be humble, give it a break, and let people accentuate their brave point in their absolute findings and what they bring to the table like a breadwinner. you literally chant the phrase 'attributing too much power' when people who see the initially gaping flaws in YOUR tornado crud casserole influenced reasoning could turn the strained vernacular you spew to support the clown toned arguments based on nothing but how it's just inconceivable for this obviously deeply programmed society to be what's exactly described as on this site right around straight back at you: just because i'm attributing too much attention to a self incriminating troll does that mean it's not a double edged sword for the troll proclaiming that they aren't? no you're not ice skating like you believe you are. the only evident difference between attributing power to the topic at hand and attributing power to you by giving you too much attention is that the former is stretched flexibly on an impersonal open minded platform.
i peep the posts and on occasion think some of them must be troll-y polys because things in their deficit findings are "vastly" blown out of proportion (not excluding mine) but i could also say the same for how your posts read. if people's thoughts are blown out of proportion then yours are flung out of wack proportion spinning towards the "all is more or less good" steering direction unto a dead end in their pitched trap that ultimately doesn't oppose the way they trained your unpeeled gullible mind to adhere to. what deadass emotionally concerns while not allowing my mind to be brazenly apathetic towards and is impossible for me to dismiss is that the whopping majority of the youth's generation and their guardians is not aware about all the wolves in sheep clothing who create reality audition programs like the disney theme park did with their walk in audition yet it happened to have been tied into turning them into the strenuously crafted churned protoplasts of them demonstrated as bits and pieces loosely taped together from viscerally inesculent damage tantamount to 850 forged lifetimes and then some spanning unto the meager awed single lifetime accrued shedding afterlife of irremediable obliteration and meticulously premeditated physiologically mortified to the hilt electroconvulsive encephalon tortured zombies of a ghastly aforeseen swelling snippet on the barbaric elite's legitimatized evil possessive cool as a cucumber human nature afflicting taunted humanity belittling force sickening high handedly assisted abominable hyped procedure in their devised opportune outreach setting to punctiliously scoop and claw up the innocent little ones backwards and forwards in exchange for those small minors' "head bitten consent" by walking into that bestial territory to an exceedingly heinous boxed in effectually contusion based prolongation golden ticket to snag some screentime scraps. not out of their thrilled volition nor coarse irresponsibility because the ones with the power and parodical authority they've been granted in their smack positions that are leisurely responsible and playing their best cards in it because they have nothing to risk know exactly what they're doing with their applicable upperhand occult knowledge and black crack magic practice all in their consciously immoral safe to perform ritualistically advantaged zones where the normally expected human threshold for processing how the heinous suffering of a skewered baby they're torching alive as an opening ritualistic bloodthirsty sacrifice doesn't exist and make them flinch at all. rather they glee ceremoniously. this is what truthfully bothers me. reads like between good and evil that made me linger on what the title of that book means was the cop recounting how the cold case bludgeoned victims were murdered who he came face to face with the most fucked up sociopathic serial killers that were raped as children by their fathers and was teetering on his own enversioned tug of war with his sanity doesn't come as near to the ongoing orderly organized outlining of the amount of mammoth resources orbited around and poured into their humankind damning projects and extreme detail oriented experimentation on discrete operation tinkering with human beings as the maintained and sustained abundant subjects, those screwy sons of a bitch. that was an interesting book albeit disturbing because it basically raises the unsettling question how much of not losing yourself to the darkness can you control? especially when in the shoes of those brought up in that kind of deliberately situated evil environment. the elite is essentially in control of auto piloting that regulated compounded number much more broadly and systemically with tensile ease like we're encased in their suffocating monstrous simulation. doesn't matter if anyone is right or wrong it's not a wonderful inspection film emphasizing stroking themes where human beings' creativity is expressed, they're screechingly perfervid on their deranged world with their maniacal fiendish zeal gibbering obscurities and get to reap the grossed unceasable benefits they set out on to blackheartedly cram as much as the human blood infused swished red wine from snapping and wringing their necks could be possibly compressed in to fit and gloat from the very avid start down their throats while you're affixed in your own bubble you don't want popped. you say that would be ridiculous to believe and subjectively based entirely on my reactionary heebie jeebies but what if that's the wholly packaged point? where it makes you lunge back retractingly because of the excessive cognitive dissonance? i mean whenever i come in this thread and the site in general i'm like
but i like to read the articles on this site's homepage and the comments under them are just like even better. i save some of the comments. i don't know, if i so much as thought i were clever i imagine i'd mimic how you type but i'm glad i can't really imagine carrying myself haughtily like that. enticed by your own faux sporadic wit sour ping pong ball ricocheting exhibited preservation you oughtta be probed to help in ascending towards the trite coldshot you are with that uncontained squeaky aphorism complex and then some. it's almost as if it's cramping the laidback way you're indoctrinated to perceive these things in a light you can't fathom is true. and that's resonatingly understandable because you jack up the input of others that allows you flush room to lean back on your common flock indoctrinated conclusions overall. how unconsciously withdrawn and pompous of you to hold that particular word against them when that's indeed what you've done and you're the definition of derail. sorry i mean reprimanding obtrusive troll who thinks they're qualified enough bECauSe oF thEiR sUPer eDuCATioN aNd SUPEriOR liFE eXPeRT liFeSTYLe riFe exPEriENcEs to give what life slathered in reeking thick cluelessness amounts to, which is purely just harmful bloated arrogance in my eyeballs.
and also by the way, just one more thing-
sikes...... you're welcome you're here on liberated. i just might be taking it out on you obviously still not being in such a desired optimal headspace. i know i got da powuh! don't we got da powuh to ch-ch-change.. and by responding i'm only giving it more skewed disarrayed momentum. the only silly pooty difference is you're shallowly attributing intrigued "bright upright way of life carpe diem goggles" skewed momentum and a lame spark to something you're far up yourself and sure of. you're sure that you're sure with wherever the quite lax place you're coming from is and that's the grain seed problem. the thing is you don't know whether it's an "unequivocal lack in balance of power" being attached to it or like you're tagging it to compromise, too extraneous and immeasurable so as to escape the attributed doom but i stand behind my line on this ground because i don't like to think i know everything there is to know about what i literally don't know. i hardly know that on a true macroscale and doubt you do either. but usually the more you know the less you're eager to be blind smashing prone to it. it comes off as sarcastic and nearly really crass but i want to apologize for saying you were the one to brew it up when it was me jumping off the ledge. i'm not delighted. i really HATE myself for typing all of this up. i could have just ignored you. sorry you rubbed me the wrong way and i rubbed you the wrong way regardless of never having been amused by your cocky stern voice. that's really all i wanted to let ya know, yanno. i know you just like to take a quick glance at these crucial things but woe is me for severely going off on manic tangents if that's what you want to call it. i'm in great shit shambles and deep seated remorse currently. i just didn't want to give an effacing cookie cutter reply but i know i extemporized a huge mistake because it feels like a joke attempting to interact with a- .... might as well stop typing here trolulo. leaves a bad taste in my mouth. but ye you do you and keep trolling while i go on a hiatus again only to come back to see you still here trolling. that's really all i meant to say lul.