tin oil
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- Nov 19, 2019
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at first when i figured out this is and HAS BEEN going on for a long time around just when i thought life couldn't be any worse i really thought i was being trolled. and still being trolled right now too because it's just beyond satanic. can't even put into words how fucking satanic. i'm too weak for this mk ultra hullabaloo. i've been putting off reading The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave by Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier because i know i'm going to be affected by how they program the human mind controlled slave like a computer, even just glossing over the table of contents it's really hard trying to absorb what it is. it's so fucked up and i'm so stumped because no one outside of this community accepts that it's happening. they think the world is working towards their favor and interests when they could care less about your wellbeing. this is what i felt. the reason why it doesn't stop at not giving a shit about our wellbeing is because satan hates humans. that's why he goes far above and beyond to reach and pull out indescribable despair out of humans. i know it's all unfolding and coming to the open for god's end glory but the stark chaotic contrast to that which is satan's plans for the destruction of humanity imploding, it's too much i can't help wanting to die. i've been depressed before but not this much. to the point where i genuinely wish i wasn't born. i was trying to reply earlier but i was too depresso i didn't even have the energy to type.It’s really tough to learn about all this. It makes you feel alone since you know that majority of the population has no idea about all this stuff. I’ve been knowing about this for 7 years and it still bothers me. celebrities/idols have no idea what there getting into when they join the music industry. They go through mk ultra which causes multiple personalities. Most of the time they don’t even know that they have those other personalities. There’s children from the 80’s who are speaking out about there mk ultra experience and they said that they had no idea about there other personalities until they went and saw a psychiatrist or they were triggered by something that was familiar to them when they are in a different alter. One women didn’t know about her sex kitten alter for 40 years. It’s so sad. Also going under extreme stress and traumatization causes the brain to forget about what happened. It’s a natural body mechanism. Most idols/ celebrities have a choice though. & most continue to live that life.
when they're programmed and abused by those slobby dorito fingered filthy dirtbag meatsack pedos in a million one eyed piss thongs under their captain fat pants doesn't it mean they don't really have a choice because like no shit they're under mk ultra and if their personalities are all split up then their main personality wouldn't even really be fine either only appear fine on the outside. how would it be? when there are a bunch of alters inside of them. they're being controlled by their handlers so how is that having a choice? i feel like they only have a choice when it comes to the kpop contract and not given a choice about being programmed against their will. so once they get programmed i find it hard to believe they have any choice about the way they've been affected to the core that's why they continue to be a star and seem fine on the outside when they don't know they're not. and their main personality IS affected by the alters in them that's why they become so sick and haggard outwardly. and at one point all those dark alters seep through into the main one so everyone thinks they like being what they are and doing what they do but the trauma that's not plainly visible is them not being able to have a choice to escape at all. when they're "sober and fine" aren't they still subconsciously impacted by the abuse they secretly go through? and if they do something questionable it's due to that? sorry if the question doesn't make sense i'm trying to understand it as there's a lot to stomach in. like unless when they signed their contract they choked a baby to death and ate the baby whole afterwards i don't see how their sober selves are innately evil and proud of what they are. they actually think they're normal so they act that way with no signs of being abused in the industry aside from the evilblatant symbolism. when they don't even know they're forced to do weird ritual shit/forced to put up with sexual abuse in what i'm assuming solely their alters. so what i'm saying is even if they had a choice that's not really having a choice due to their actions being subconsciously influenced by their alters.