Your very way of being serves to discredit your positions and shows that they are a false path, as anyone rightly guided would not behave in such in a manner and would be more civilized. However, extreme leftists believe they are entitled to behave however they want- and so an attitude of entitlement is revealed- far from one of any sort of enlightenment, as an enlightened person would not act in such a way. Whatever path you've gone down is false and has clearly been detrimental to your inner well being as evidenced by your own behavior and that you would degrade yourself in such a manner.