Trenton
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I live 1,600 miles away from my family, that's how I got out of it tbh. I think most secular families are big into the occult. It's ubiquitous really.I see your following entries show that your family was seriously into the occult. How much do you believe that is a factor in your DID?
If you/ alter egos are a Christian, have you ever looked at information for Christians who wish to become free of that?
I'm not sure if my parents being occultist caused me harm or not, probably but again my memories are incredibly vague from my childhood. When I try to think about them my mind gets super muddled and foggy.
Been through some weird shit though.
My alters who are Christian have dealt with their reconciliation, as for the others it can't be forced, they have to get there on their own.
We have looked into freedom from bondage to Satan etc, but everyone has a different take on it.
It's kinda scary and stressful to imagine deliverance stuff. And while I respect exorcism and all that, most of the time it seems so hoaky, or the person really believed it would help them and TADA they're healed?
I've spent an entire lifetime possessed and shit and praying, having others pray for me, you name it.
I'm still like this.
Either God is testing me, or it's his plan for me, or he doesn't care.
Blah