Look when you walk around believing you’re your own god that is luciferianism 101. I don’t know how what you said has anything to do with anything but that’s what it is.The book of Matthew was talks about you must and shall love or worship your god !
No love under demands is love ! Jesus was a illuminated teacher who taught the poor , uneducated , thiefs , whores , and scum that they too could become FREE by turning inward and away from religion, temples and churches . Satan and God as a sunday school lesson do not exist .
Evil is evident were deception lies masked as love . Religion is truly evil and accepting the Torah , Quran or OT is just foolish , unless you as a man want to lord over others with malice and hate .
I also think the “religion is the blame for everything”is low hanging fruit used by people who wish to be seen as enlightened. And I say that because those people usually (not always) ignore what the people in power do right in front of them to rail against religion. You do know they also try to tell people they’re their own gods to right? Would you deem them good or evil? And before you answer remember what website we’re on.
If you actually read the Torah then you’d understand it wasn’t for everyone. It was for ONE nation of people and was supposed to govern their relationship with their God and amongst themselves. Then the outsider luciferians came into the picture and muddied everything