Thankyou for your kind reply. as far as transferring goes, its not possible and i also cant leave because it would mean a whole year wasted and i've already spent 6 years at this point into this career path im a walking train wreck hahaYou might consider looking for another job, or at least in another place. I don't know if you believe in God but God knows you were forced to do the things you've done and only he can judge you, not them. It's just a job after all don't let it make you think about suicide, take some holidays or a year off and you'll be ready again, you're just in a bad moment it's gonna get better don't worry
I wish you the best
That's a genius approach. I will try to develop your level of self control. its really essential now because things are getting out of hand. I've thought about going on antidepressants and stuff but the side effects scare me.I've been universally hated for at least the past 10 years on the job.
It only bothers me if I feel like getting worked up. The reality is, I work with the biggest losers in the world. So why the hell would I let people like that have any effect on my mind? The answer is, you don't. You let the losers do their loser things; after all, you are on the job to make money, not make friends.
You have to understand that the reason you are being picked on is that pathetically unhappy people surround you. We know this because only unhappy people pick on each other. And their unhappiness literally has nothing to do with you. They probably hate their job, hate their home life, or resent their whole life.
Thanks, I wish I could take most of the credit, but God gave me a superhuman repression level. Like I literally refer to my unconscious as the "crusher".That's a genius approach. I will try to develop your level of self control. its really essential now because things are getting out of hand. I've thought about going on antidepressants and stuff but the side effects scare me.
On a side note, how do you stay strong? do you ever slip up and start thinking like i do , that something's wrong with me
Is there something you do everyday or every morning that has helped?
Umm so would you say you tend to ignore your coworkers for the most part and repress your annoyance/anger constantlyThanks, I wish I could take most of the credit, but God gave me a superhuman repression level. Like I literally refer to my unconscious as the "crusher".
To date, I haven't been able to teach the whole repression trick. To try to put it simply, I constantly draw from my unconscious-self. My whole, real self, not any other archetype. Your whole true self inclines naturally to focus on your best traits. It does this because most of your negative thoughts come from archetypes not aligned with the "self".
I also tend to channel negativity into anger, which has its own problems. Anyway, whenever I have negative or destructive type thoughts, I pivot and start to think "this isn't me".
Thanks for your kind replyWe all have trials in this life. No one is 100% happy. Even multi billionaires like Jeff Bezos and BIll Gates have issues. Life is designed this way to see how you and I deal with it.
Suicide should never be an option. I don't know about your personal relationship with the Almighty but it is with His remembrance where the heart finds rest. There are things we can all do to improve our relationship. Simple fact is turning to the Creator can and will solve any situation.
Stop trying to please people because you will never be able to do this. Throughout your life you're gonna run into people who don't like you regardless of what you do. If you put your faith in people they will let you down like they did with the application. Work on pleasing the One whose in control of mankind.
Work on your relationship with God, ask Him to make your situation easier. Indeed He has control over all things.
Suicide is never an option. If you're not on addictive drugs now then stay away from them. They do not make the problem go away, they only add to your load.
May the Creator ease your path.
When I know someone is literally trying to stab me in the back I don't play nice. In that sense, you have the right idea. If there are few people you don't mind talking to, then only talk to them.Umm so would you say you tend to ignore your coworkers for the most part and repress your annoyance/anger constantly
do you "play nice" and act like nothings wrong. because the problem with this approach is people start taking advantage of you..
Im also starting to think I should STOP talking at work. Like almost 100%. literally just walk in, do my job and walk out. almost like, dissociating voluntarily. what do you think?