When I first came to this forum, it was somewhat entertaining and I enjoyed looking at the potential for injustice that you couldn’t talk about in other places. I like being able to talk about out in the open about people who have suffered trauma and mind control and I like talking about spirituality and I can be very scattered in what interests me and jump from one subject to the next. It was fun for the most part.
Then, the coronavirus came into the picture. It has changed my life slowly in waves starting with many small changes that happened at work before it became a subject of discussion here. It still seemed for a long time like even if it changed some things, how much would things change overall?
I listened to most everything people say around here even when I don’t agree with it openly, I’m still listening. I’m one of the only ones I’ve seen with direct experience of this creeping into my life little by little. It surprises me that this is so frequently rejected when in the beginning, I wasn’t really trying to reject anything. I just thought my experience would have some value.
but this rejection really started getting out of hand with people saying that there was no such thing as a contagious virus. That nothing was contagious. That vaccines would be mandated even though they already are and all of these other things becoming sensationalized as a sort of entertainment to people rather than a real investigation.
at the same time, we were resuming the same staffing issues that we had before the coronavirus gave us all a vacation from this normal experience that was always created by Medicare/Medicaid being the primary insurer in the us. Being able to charge for a diagnosis is one thing, getting reimbursed is another. Types of Medicare don’t cover things like falls in the hospital among other things that happen during a hospital stay. So it doesn’t really matter if you can charge for something like the coronavirus, falls, certain infections, and other things can be excluded from reimbursement and in most every case, the hospital loses money due to this system.
which is why most locations already had staffing issues before this started, but this time, it’s not just that there is a staffing issue. It is that the unit that has the staffing issue is same unit that is now filled with patients who have this contagious covid pneumonia. And you’re coworkers are not just having a hard day because they are short staffed, they are potentially exposing themselves to this same condition.
and you think about these people and how some of them are potentially high risk, and you realize that one of your coworkers could die before this is all over. Then, you realize this has actually become a pandemic all of the sudden almost six months later.
I knew it was important to not jump on the bandwagon with everyone who knew what this was and why from day one. The same people who continue to argue that they know what this is and why, but it still wasn’t really a pandemic for me then.
then, when it becomes a pandemic, you realize that the things being removed in social media are the same things that will make this reality continue and cause more people to potentially die, and it just isn’t entertaining anymore to hear people gripe about things being “censored.”
but some people have gone too far in their assumption that they knew what this was from the beginning to turn back unless there is something that is more hurricane katrina about this situation, but it’s not entertaining to hear these things anymore. It is like listening to nails on a chalkboard because I know that there are real people getting sick, which means there will be real people who will die.
and there will be a lot of people who wasted a whole lot of time chasing the wind in the meantime.
over 700,000 deaths worldwide under controlled conditions in about six months of keeping track, but it is all just a hoax.
I’m not going to pretend I know the end game, or that there isn’t systemic issues and injustice layered in this experience that existed before this or were potentially added in the process, but we have already passed the point where the real people who are being exposed to this should not be ignored in order to hang on to entertaining snippets In the place of this reality.
stop being so overconfident that you have it all figured out. There could be serious consequences to this sort of thinking. When a persons life is potentially at risk from something preventable, it is wise to take five more minutes before you start forming a conclusion because what if you are wrong about this being a hoax? What would it mean if you were wrong?
people tried to tell me that I went this way to follow the mainstream media. I really went this way for the same reason that I was interested in understanding the subject of mind control, trauma, and other things like this. A person’s life is important. I don’t believe that it is something to take for granted. This place is just not entertaining to me anymore.