Truthfully, I got into 2nd gen kpop. I was in highschool, around 2008, Suju got me hook. i was into bigbang, shinee etc .but then I stopped following kpop when jonghyun died, I believed that it was a foul pay. When fantastic baby came out I was really disgusted about the concept though the song is catchy I researched until I read articles about mk ultra, the occult, new world order, these dark sinister disturbing agendas and all the way down the rabbit hole.. I got depressed actually because of how sick the world we are living in is and how most of the people are ignorant or I would say would like to continue being a mindless sheep. I am thankful I found this community, so I don't feel alone in this.. Because whenever I share this knowledge to my friends, workmates, colleagues even my family, they mark me off as "crazy or weird".