blackdwarf
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Welcome to the thread^^Hello!
I’m new here and wanted to share my experience with you all as no one else will understand me and frankly I need to get to get it off my chest!
I originally made a long post but managed to delete it so I’m now going to break it into smaller posts...
My first experience is when I discovered BS through YT recommendations.
It was a vid on them speaking English and looked funny so I clicked on it despite not knowing anything about them.
Within a minute of watching I felt totally hooked. I loved their attitude and sense of fun and how they got on etc, and I found myself clicking on more and more similar vids. I must’ve watched 15 in a row before I realised I needed to have a break as my head was hurting.
I found myself constantly thinking about them the rest of the night, and watched their interview vids at any given opportunity, it was like my new thing, I had to do it or I felt empty and sad.
I decided to give their music a listen and began with some instrumentals of DNA, BWL and Mikrokosmos. I loved them all so tried the lyric versions.
This is where it got weird.
After listening to dna at a normal volume my head started throbbing badly. I just thought it was a normal headache due to being tired etc and shrugged it off, but it happened after the other tracks aswell.
Now I have to say here that I can listen to very loud music non stop for an hour and still have no headache (just slight deafness) but these tracks were played at a normal volume and certainly not over and over again, yet they still gave me a horrible headache.
I came across this forum and saw people saying similar and that’s when I realised something was up with b$ and their role in the music industry.
I have so much more to say on this subject, regarding dreams, vibes I get from members, etc but I’ll end this post here as I don’t want it to be TLDR
So glad to found new comer here actually we have a similiar experience here about being attached to BT5. I was attached to them when I found DNA on 2018. Many of my classmate like BT5 and it made me curious. Then, I searched up about BT5 and watched that cringy DNA MV. After that, I watched Mic Drop and at least it wasn't cringy as DNA lmao.
Same with u, I was being obsessed to them and I've ever watched their video non-stop until 10 A.M. It was like-- no, I can't understanding myself. Then, I found something wrong with me. I've ever searched up about 'how to moving on from BT5' or something similiar. But, I can't help me of course. And the result was like, "how to stop stanning them? Oh u can't gurl. They're so yada yada bla bla bla." It made me upset u know
Then I found this thread and it helped me to detached myself from them. But, I know that the best helper is God and myself.
If u want to share something, please share it it sounds interesting to look into ur next post