Hum can you explain to me what is channeling? I translate the word but it put me something who didn't match with the sentence in my language xD was it a way to ask me if she is drown to him like crazy or was it something else?
She didn't say that she wanted marrying him but she wanted to have sex with him one day in her life. There are plenty men just in case, but she really has this big fantasie. Who is impossible of fucking course ! You want to know how I react?! I am desesperate when I try to speak about Mk Ultra, clonage, sacrifices, falses complots she laughs at me and says to me to stop weed, that I believe some bullshit because I'm young ( ah yep. She is my older sister. Yep. Please no comment) and that I am still pretty naives. I can be lost my temper too, to the point where we have big fights ! She really thinks she is right.
When she defended him, I left her room angry, lost cause I tell you, she is able to threat me if I say something who doesn't please her about Rm. You can badmouth the others. Doesn't care, but touching the leader? Ah ! Its suicide