- Jun 4, 2018
Not to mention that some people start to follow them. “If Jonghyun could, I can do that too” I am quoting a person that really commited suicide after his death.yes. The real cause of death we can't know...but those idols are dying
kpop is a mess...all those groups losing members, involved on illegal scandals...and others dying every month
All this has a huge effect in the mental health of the fans...who are mostly kids. It's very sad to see.
I would never agree with such thing, but I somehow can understand.. because the world is a mess, it’s like hell..
To me God’s existence is the only thing that makes me think that my existence is not in vain, that I matter. I once tryed to get far away from Him for a while to try to understand better people around me. And after I even lost my belief‘s strenght, I realised that the same life of mine that I saw always like a bless, now I felt it like an endless pain. Every little emotion and thing distroyed my heart and my mind. I was constantly afraid and people could see that. I really wished to die, I felt it would be an escape.
After I realised I went too far and I can’t handle it anymore I tryed to get back to God but it was pretty hard because I had lost my faith and trust in Him.
One day I suddenly recovered and I felt at peace again. This is how I realised that life won’t ever make you truly happy; and if you are the weak one you might fail it.. if you go through it alone.