Its sad watching all of this.Liked her idontwannabeyou and since im suicidal i like this song also but its blatantly about mkultra and being abused.There this guy in the song who says careful and repeats a lot of words.Which are like trigger words that control her cause whenever he says them she pauses for a while and then continues singing.You could also ser in her vogue interview if im right that they were having side by side(one year later)and she looked depressed and wore a choker which looks like she is a slave
I had to watch this video
twice because I couldn't believe 1)the lyrics & 2)the imagery.
Billie is(or used to be) just another edgy teen that sang about relationships and stupid stuff. A completely normal teen. But as she started growing in popularity, her songs and videos got darker. Not only that, but her own fans, in the comments of her most recent video, talk about how much the guy that "talks" to her looks like Xxxtentacion. There's a part where she sings
"For the debt I owe, gotta sell my soul
'Cause I can't say no, no, I can't say no
Then my limbs all froze and my eyes won't close
And I can't say no, I can't say no"
then the guy says "careful", and it made me think, who would say that but a person that has been where she is right now? Not to mention the other lyrics/visuals. It's really sad and scary how much she's changed.