Don't make me google cognitive dissonance it's too trendy a word to learn. let's see cognitive mean thinkin' and then the prefix dis- must mean not something?
Is it a fancy way of saying dumb?
I must say I don't care for this internet habit where people speak in vague flowery poetic riddles instead of sayin what the f*ck they got to say!
I thought you were middle aged awoken but are you millenial?