Well... this break didn't take too long. I'd like to thank those who replied back being supportive! Thank you very much! I'm not too better but I'm definitely better than the last few days. With your support, and going back to God, I'm now able to resist certain temptations. Thanks again!
I'm gonna go ahead and take a very small break, most likely less than a week. Going through some mental, physical, spiritual, and emotional problems right now. I don't even know if I'll even get to be with my savior for eternity, maybe, maybe not. My spiritual enemies including my own self have successfully made me weak, and so I'll have to spend time with God meanwhile. Please pray for me! I'll be back with you soon