You don't know who you are anymore, its the same defense mecanism when you internalize too much, you finish to accept everything
Yes. You lose your authenticity as an individual...you become a conformist...
...you stop thinking critically in a healthy way...instead, you tend to criticize others at the slightest provocation...
You become suspicious of others...because you suspect, yourself...
...you become bitter and refuse to become better
because of false pride..
You harbor bitterness as you abhor others and yourself...
Gradually, you become ugly...inside and out...
And start "covering all the filth" as you lose yourself and sanity...when you stan be.te.es...
You, however, are a dynamic human being...loved by God... and can become a better you...
Love and mercies are always there, for the asking.