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jhoseok92

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Have you watched the new r*n episode? They are basically playing toddler games, in a house (who's house??) and making them choose hideous pieces of clothes so they could "customize" them. They also gave the maknae line feathers and feather scarfs as if they worked on a cabaret (disgusting). I feel so sad and disgusted, I can't believe I watched that kind of "content" a few days ago and thought it was okay.
 
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jhoseok92 said:
Have you watched the new r*n episode? They are basically playing toddler games, in a house (who's house??) and making them choose hideous pieces of clothes so they could "customize" them. They also gave the maknae line feathers and feather scarfs as if they worked on a cabaret (disgusting). I feel so sad and disgusted, I can't believe I watched that kind of "content" a few days ago and thought it was okay.
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I never watched bts run eps tho only on insta from the accs I follow the cuts
 
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Hi I'm new here! I've been visiting this site for quite some times now and I would like to share my experience how did I enter the Fandom and what aroused my doubts afterwards. It may be long and sorry for that. I officially left the Fandom and the whole k_p0p fandoms since some weeks. So firstly, my ex-best friend has introduced me to bee_t_s in 2017, she would send me lots of their songs and veek00k pictures regularly while I wasn't a fan and it gave me a bad impression of them so I told her to stop sending me their songs and pictures. Then afterwards I decided to give it try and listened to ''L0st''. I loved this song and played it regularly, my friends wouldn't believe it that I started liking their music. Then it was other songs such as $pr¡ng da¥ and €ph¡ph@n¥. Ar-M was my first bias. Then it was J!n and also Sug@(it was still both till I left the fandom). Moreover, I started to watch their interviews and misheard lyrics. Then I said to myself 'No this has to end I have to be more participant towards this group'. So I looked at each member's profile and started to know them better, listened to their songs and more. I don't deny that I was really involved in ships and I hoped that I don't get hate for it. But I never participated in shipwars and stuff. I respected others' ships and if they didn't respect mine I wouldn't mind it. I admit that I did read quite a lot of fanfictions too. Anyways this isn't important but at a point I thought that I only appreciated them for their ships but I was completely wrong. I don't know how to explain it but..watching their moments on ¥t, and on other platforms really made me happy, when I was sad for days, I watched their funny moments and they made me laugh. It was heartbreaking to see them cry, and I also bought their merches and an album as well (the new one) which I was willing for so long to get. To be honest, I didn't and still don't mind about loving myself, I personally think that it isn't important I just need to stay healthy and I don't need to please others by the way I look. Again, I was proud to say that I was in this fandom. I wasn't like some fans, I never streamed their mvs, I didn't know all their albums and in which one contain which song, but some of their songs motivated me at a point and I strongly appreciated their 'personalities' and their 'hardwork'.

Now about my doubts, it started quite early as well. I remembered watching one of my favorite ¥øutub€rs reacting to bee_tee_s for the first time and he was shocked to see the 'triangle dance part' in n0t t0d@y and said that he isn't saying that they're in but..etc.. This is where my doubts started.. I also saw pictures where they covered one eye and in f@k€ l0v€ etc.. Also, in B, S& T, when I first watched the MV, the music at the beginning made me uneasy and scared(?)... Also the hooded guys in mi_c dr0p ..,or in f@k€ l0ve, I was astonished to see them in these cloaks and masks.. Even a friend pointed out that they're in it because of them covering their eye or putting the vee sign on their eye etc.. This made me feel bad, it was complicated to support a group which you admire a lot and on the other hand having lots of doubts about it. When the official MV '0n' was released, before watching it I was like 'Please don't make me doubt them in this video it may be my chance to clear my doubts.' BUT WHERE. First these Bible references, $ug@ in this weird sort of church but which I'm sure it isn't,then at the end them in red cloaks.. I showed everyone that I was happy about this mv because I have friends and besties who are @rm¥$,but deep inside I was only trying to convince myself that there's nothing wrong .. I avoided listening to it afterwards, and listened to the others.. When I started doubting them at first , I noticed the ones whom they collaborated with such as n¡{k¡ m¡n@j, h@|$€¥, l@uV, etc I saw in a pic where she(n¡ck¡) covered one of her eye, H@l$€y in one of her mv there was this one eye symbol with a big butterfly underneath it and l@uv while showing his ring(I think?) on the bird app covered one of his eyes. After that I just lost all hope in them. And that they went to America regularly too.. I then went on ¥t and found out why some fans quitted kpop, and some theories as well.. And here y'all opened my eyes as well(I wasn't able to read most of them but I'll do from times to times and I remembered the important points).. But I can't get over it, even if I stopped listening to their songs sometimes their songs are stuck in my mind, like today when waking up fire was playing in my head.. It happened before with another song too.. And.. I cry..thinking of this whole situation, what is real and what is fake. I don't know if it's only me but when @gu$Ť d made his comeback.. I had an uneasy feeling while watching the mv.. and.. The song 'wat d0 ¥0u th¡ñk' made me feel completely inferior of myself..

Lastly, as you know in No m0rê drě@m there was Stigma and Run in the background I think so, notice that it was in 2013, now Run Japanese Version there was 7 on the walls which was in 2016,and in Run which was also made in 2015 there was Ego written and Stigma was released in 2016. Notice the gap of mainly 4 years among the hints(there are 3 and 5 years too)
 
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