Ok I’ve just watched most of Jim1ns latest Vlive as it popped up on my yt feed.
I’m probably gonna waffle on a bit now as I’m quite confused.
Firstly, what struck me was that he seems genuinely happy and relaxed and I instantly felt like everything that’s been said in this thread about satanic/illuminati stuff is wrong. Like there’s no sign of emotional damage etc.
But then I remember everything I’ve seen and read on here and feel that it’s all true, and the band definitely
are into the side dark of the industry.
But
then I think ‘if they are involved in such vile stuff behind the scenes how on earth do they still act so happy etc, and not emotionally damaged ??
Are they really truly evil and love the dark stuff?
Or do they have something to chill them out before a Vlive so they look normal?’
I’m torn between not believing they’re into the dark stuff, but also believing they ARE into the dark stuff and are truly evil and enjoy it, hence looking happy and relaxed...
But then I see the chewed finger/thumb nails on pictures/drinking issues etc and go back to thinking they don’t enjoy the bad side of the industry.
Sorry for babbling but I’m really confused now