I’m still keeping up w/the festa that just started as well as tweets from time to time. I’ll also be going to their concert in sept (imma document any sus tings I see lol) but I’m not hardcore anymore since I found this thread which confirmed my doubts. Still Stan music wise tho but now I listen while being aware of the song meaning(s)
*cough cough* & making sure I don’t listen in an alpha state where I’m not thinking, like many armys do
And there’s the issue of attachment. I’m almost getting to the point of being not attached to any of them, esp RM cause he’s the shadiest occult man outta all of them, and rather than fangirling over them like I used to I pray for them now on the daily instead. Wow this turned into an essay lol but yes this is all very hard for us previous stans :I